Michael loved life and wanted to live forever

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Michael loved life and did so many compassionate things for the world. Michael was scared of dying. He wanted to live forever. He says this in an interview with Bashir:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HhLI2QsuB0

I have been reading Dancing the Dream and Michael has written alot about death in his writings.

in his poem for Ryan White Michael wrote
"Where are you now, where have you gone?"

the poem ecstasy that Michael wrote.
"I was born to never die
To live in bliss, to never cry
To speak the truth and never lie
To share my love without a sigh
To stretch my arms without a tie
This is my dance, this is my high
It's not a secret, can't you see
Why can't we all live in ecstasy

Feeling free, let us fly
Into the boundless, beyond the sky
For we were born to never die
To live in bliss, to never cry
To speak the truth and never lie
To share our love without a sign
To stretch our arms without a tie"


I truely thought Michael would be around with us another 20 or more years. I was not expecting this at all and I feel so sick and messed up now thinking about it all. Why did this have to happen to a person so beautiful, who loved life so much and gave so much to the world.. I just keep asking why God, whyyyy.. I know Michael will live forever in our hearts and eternally with God but I feel it was too soon. And Michael was robbed from so much. Like seeing his children grow up, seeing his grandchildren.. Im in so much pain and scared myself. I have so many questions now. I feel so lost, alone,and scared :cry:
 
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Hmmm...I know what u mean. I just woke up from a bad nightmare and feel so terrible right now!
Exactly what u say there; lost, alone, scared.:(
God...why, why did he have to go.
 
aww Im so sorry hun. I am scared even to go to sleep sometimes now just because I have been having very vivid MJ dreams every night and then I wake up and feel so empty. :cry:
 
aww Im so sorry hun. I am scared even to go to sleep sometimes now just because I have been having very vivid MJ dreams every night and then I wake up and feel so empty. :cry:
Same here...when I try to go to sleep all I can think about is MJ and then I get this extremely lonely feeling.
Oh god I hate this so much...especially now when we have vacation here so I'm alone all the time.:(

Hope your day will get better! We'll get through somehow.:better:
 
I love Dancing the dream, but I can't take it to read the poems now.
'Born to never die'...omg:(
I cant sleep either. Im scared of waking up and the beginning of another day full of pain.. I just cant take it.
 
I know what you guys mean. For the first couple of weeks I had a very hard time of even opening my Dancing The Dream book to read it. Let alone to pick it up. Because I just start to cry all over again. I can finally open it and read it though I still start to cry. Now it seems like every single night I have a MJ dream. And every time I do I want that dream to last forever. And I hate waking up because I tend to feel miserable. When I want to sleep forever so my next good MJ dream could last forever. Because I want to be with him forever.
 
I just hope that one day i can find the courage to listen to his more sentimental songs again. Right now i still can't do it. Im sticking to Thriller25, escape and She got it, plus various others ofcourse.
hang in there! :(
 
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