Never be the same again

[~God~Bless~MJ~]

I am lost, totally lost. I have faith in God. I know everything happens for a reason and I know I am not the only one out there who is suffering from this loss. Yes, they tell me time will heal...time will change your life! In some Words of Enya..."who can tell, only time"... But I feel that this world without our Michael is getting harder for me, harder than it was before his (i hate this word) death.

Sometimes I think: Ok, that´s what God wanted, we cannot change it, we have to accept it. But then there are times when I wake up at mornings and I tell to myself: He is GONE...he is no longer with us!!! When you go out you only see a sad world..a world with cruel people, hate and anger. Who are only living for money...and not sharing love. I know I don´t wanna have any prejudice, I am sure that there are people who are not MJ-Fans and who care about a peaceful world and about love, but when you have just lost someone you loved so much and you looked up to for so many years you seem to be all alone on this planet. I know there are many many fans who are suffering, but let´s face it: A world without Michael is damn boring and sad. He was taken away cause God wanted it, but for many people the pain is just too strong to cope with.

For the rest of the world life goes on but for millions of mourners time stood still on 25 th June 2009 at 14:26 (american time).

God bless you fellow Jackson fans.

 

[terrell]

I understand and feel the say way however I do not think God took Michael away from us, it was MAN (yes, he is with the Lord). I feel empty and that his death was unfair.

 

[krism]

im sorry youre hurting. *hugs*

 

[D.S]

But when you have just lost someone you loved so much and you looked up to for so many years you seem to be all alone on this planet.

Such a debilitating feeling. Count yourself lucky to be part of such a strong and militant fanbase. I can't think of another celebrities fanbase that are as dedicated and haha "nuts" as we are.
Take care man, we're all here for you

 

[CatherineNZ]

i know how you feel. i feel the same with the difference that i dont think that God took him or wanted him to die, i think He only received him back to heaven.
a thought came to my mind when i was reading your message - how did it feel for little Michael? to wake up and think - i dont like what i see around me. i dont like father beating me, i dont like these night clubs where i have to sing till 3 am, i want to live in a castle, i want to have fun, i want to tell people stories, i want to inspire people. and yet i dont like what i see now.
i thought he found in himself strength to change things around him. and inspire you and me. but there was no one there for him to support his faith or make him smile just like he makes us smile. there was no Michael Jackson for him. and still he kept going. until he became so important for us. now we have him and his amazing example. we simply must go on to deserve him. we must continue against everything. and may be become kinda a little bit a Michael Jackson for somebody else?