TillitsGone
Proud Member
Earlier today, I was crying sad but now, its time to go apeshit on thisc rap. I am so ****** angry, not really angry but just bitter... I can't believe he's gone. I cain't believe this is really happening. Look at everything that's happened in more than a month's time.
Michael had concerts coming up... he had peole involved in this thing. There were dancers that came from across the world to be with him. We saw the rehearsals... we saw these people, and Michael, with our very own eyes. And we were so happy 4 these people' and Michael because after all the trials and tribulations, he managed to emerge from all of it victorious. Then comes along June 25th...
And now, we have to ****** talk about what drugs he was taking, or who his doctor was and try to figure what made this man drop to the floor just like that. I cannot believe it... I'll say that as much as I want, cause this is some bullshit. :mat: We were NOT, NOT AT ALL, supposed to be in this position to have to ponder these things. It's stressful as hell, and shocking and heartbreaking and distracts us from life. Now these law enforcement have raided this doctor's place, to try and look for evidence... that supposedly killed Michael, our Michael, the KOP. It disturbs me to see that, and honestly I don't wanna believe that he had some issue that was so troubling that it ended in his demise. I could understand... maybe... cause there were projects Michael was working on and maybe, it put a damper on him physically, but was it that bad? That bad that on that dreadful day, he suddenly stopped breathing??? Call me being in denial or whatever, I don't care, this is some unbrearable stuff, ehh. Everything happened so swifty, and the panic that went through me sucked so badly. Thinking about him, and wondering what was going through everyone's mind around here... it was a disaster. The comments some of you made still run through my mind sometimes.
So yeah, if the law wants to fins some some damn evidence and give us some reports, fine, tell us. Tell us so we can be even more sad and guilty, cuz at this point it doesn't even matter anymore. Something made Michael die, and there's nothing else that can be done to bring him back, so **** em. **** the doctor, **** law, and **** the bad shit in this world. I am so pissed at the unfairness that life brings.
Michael had concerts coming up... he had peole involved in this thing. There were dancers that came from across the world to be with him. We saw the rehearsals... we saw these people, and Michael, with our very own eyes. And we were so happy 4 these people' and Michael because after all the trials and tribulations, he managed to emerge from all of it victorious. Then comes along June 25th...
And now, we have to ****** talk about what drugs he was taking, or who his doctor was and try to figure what made this man drop to the floor just like that. I cannot believe it... I'll say that as much as I want, cause this is some bullshit. :mat: We were NOT, NOT AT ALL, supposed to be in this position to have to ponder these things. It's stressful as hell, and shocking and heartbreaking and distracts us from life. Now these law enforcement have raided this doctor's place, to try and look for evidence... that supposedly killed Michael, our Michael, the KOP. It disturbs me to see that, and honestly I don't wanna believe that he had some issue that was so troubling that it ended in his demise. I could understand... maybe... cause there were projects Michael was working on and maybe, it put a damper on him physically, but was it that bad? That bad that on that dreadful day, he suddenly stopped breathing??? Call me being in denial or whatever, I don't care, this is some unbrearable stuff, ehh. Everything happened so swifty, and the panic that went through me sucked so badly. Thinking about him, and wondering what was going through everyone's mind around here... it was a disaster. The comments some of you made still run through my mind sometimes.
So yeah, if the law wants to fins some some damn evidence and give us some reports, fine, tell us. Tell us so we can be even more sad and guilty, cuz at this point it doesn't even matter anymore. Something made Michael die, and there's nothing else that can be done to bring him back, so **** em. **** the doctor, **** law, and **** the bad shit in this world. I am so pissed at the unfairness that life brings.