Still kind of numb

[bigsixxraven]

I wrote about my feelings a few months ago on my blog. I had to back away for a while because I was getting ANGRY reading others salacious details from so called fans.(on another board) Anyone who wants to read my original Michael thoughts, you can visit my blog from my link.

I wrote this on another board in response to Janet's Oprah interview, and I wanted to share it here with you all. Thank you for reading.
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I am a Taurus and I have always been intensely private. If I share something, it's something that I don't mind hearing back. Period.

I love my mother and miss her dearly, but back when I was sick in 1991 and had to have my double partial mastectomy-I clearly begged her not to say anything to ANYONE except my dad and sister. I was 23 and trying to process a normal doctors visit to the fact that I could die. The phone hadn't been hung up two minutes before my grandmother was on the phone on three way with the church ladies howling and praying asking Jesus to give me a touch.

Scared the hootenanny out of me.

I can't imagine HAVING to had have that experience with the ENTIRE WORLD.

I can't listen to Micheal's slow music. I played John Mayers rendition of Human Nature-had to stop it.

I am not related to Michael, didn't know Michael-but his death is very personal to me.

I choose to not obsess on him, or try to find salacious details about his personal life. I choose to keep remembering him like I always have.

My heart goes out to that family because at the end of the day-he was their family member. Not the worlds. It's a shame she HAS to discuss something that is one of the most PERSONAL things a person can go through.

 

[MIST]

It makes me sad that so many discuss very private things about him, things he never would have wanted the world to know.

 

[bigsixxraven]

It makes me sad that so many discuss very private things about him, things he never would have wanted the world to know.

OMG, EXACTLY!!!

I feel as a FAN, that I should respect in his death the same as I did in his life. Until his children are of legal age to make their own decisions, they should be continued to be raised in privacy like his father fought so hard to do so. None of them should be raised to "be Michael Jackson like" they should have the opportunity to become whatever they want to in life.

I want to celebrate Michael's life. The joy he has brought to me and zillions of others.

 

[MarielovesMJ]

OMG, EXACTLY!!!

I feel as a FAN, that I should respect in his death the same as I did in his life. Until his children are of legal age to make their own decisions, they should be continued to be raised in privacy like his father fought so hard to do so. None of them should be raised to "be Michael Jackson like" they should have the opportunity to become whatever they want to in life.

I want to celebrate Michael's life. The joy he has brought to me and zillions of others.

I agree with you, If they want to do what they won't let them do it. I mean theses are humans with their own feeling. I also want them to be raised in privately. But they shouldn't be little Michaels but their own people. :yes:

And I really agree with you on the Family thing too. I am still mad at that twit that the family got that The Jacksons were not grieving enough. That was wrong of them.:no: