Chapter 6. Nostalgia
Ivanâs standpoint.
I left Michaelâs apartment, and as soon as I stepped out of the door, Jacob was standing there.
âI have to talk to Michael!â
He demanded. This man has to be stopped. I am not planning to put up with his bad attitude. I am in command, and he will respect me; therefore, I came face-to-face with him, glaring down a bit, for I was taller than he.
At this very moment, the other guys came in to witness what was happening. With my cyborg arm, I pinned him up against the wall with my hand on his chest, compressing it. He tried to fight back, but he wasnât able to.
He felt the immense pressure on the center of his chest. I could have crushed his chest if I wanted to; yet, I just wanted him to feel my strength. Moreover, I wasnât on a battlefield, and the singer cared for this man.
âWhen you speak to me, youâll call me by my name. I am above you, and you will not raise your tone at me. I expect you to be polite and comply with your duty. You are a professional bodyguard; therefore, behave like one and leave your personal feelings aside! Mr. Jackson will speak to you when he wishes. Get it into your ****** head, do you understand?!â
The others were shocked to see my strength and how Jacob couldnât defend himself. When I released him, he brought his hands to the center of his chest as he tried to breathe normally again.
When I became angry, my eyes turned neon blue, yet only if I allowed my AI to control me. Jacob must have captured a bit. Dammit, I have to be more careful.
âOkay, guys, Iâm going to get my stuff across the street. I will not take long.â
âSir, we received a call from the building security team. Someone entered the camera room and killed the security guard.â Will pointed out.
âDid they capture it on camera?â
âSean is there; we donât know all the details.â
âAlright, from now on, I want two of my men to be guarding the building 24/7. Isaac, meet with Sean; you both will be in charge. Report everything to William and Keith. Keith, William, and Jacob will stay here for now.â I drew close to William and said.
âKeep an eye on this man. Donât allow him to see Mr. Jackson if he doesnât want to.â
They all obeyed me, and I proceeded to take the elevator. When I entered the lobby, I told the front lady that I would need to stay more days. I paid for 15 days. It turned out that my hotel room is just in front of Michael's apartment.
Just perfectâwith my AI, I would be able to keep an eye on him. All I have to do is put a magnetic device anywhere inside the apartment. When I stepped inside my room, Adrian was there.
âHello, handsome.â He rose from the chair and greeted me, patting my lips with a kiss.
âWhat are you doing here?â His arms were over my shoulders.
âBabe, you told me to bring you your stuff.â Oh, right, that was true, yet I donât believe I asked him to wait here for me. Oh, I felt bad for feeling this way.
âYouâre not happy to see me?â
âDonât ever say that. You know I love you silly.â We patted more kisses, then he parted from my arms.
âHere are your toys, bad boy.â He walked to two huge silver traveler cases with wheels.
âYou will find your wardrobe in the black case. I got you clothes fit for an agent but adequate for this era. You must not draw too much attention from people of this era, specifically from the singerâs enemies.â
âI see⌠youâre always on point with everything. What would I do without you?â
I pulled him into me and kissed him once again. When we pulled away from the kiss, he started questioning me about Michael.
âHow is he in person? Is he truly as gorgeous as he appears in photos?â Oh, no, not again. Why is he asking me this stupid question? Itâs truly annoying.
âBabe, why are you asking me this? I donât know.â
âWhat do you mean you donât know? Donât you have eyes? And please donât say that you only have eyes for me.â I scratch my head, feeling annoyed. Dammit, what do I say?
âUhh⌠well, heâs exactly like he looks in photos. No big deal.â Oh, I was annoyed.
âAnd?â He asks, âAnd what?â I replied. âHow did you feel?â This conversation was truly annoying.
âFeel about what, Adrian? What are you talking about? How am I supposed to feel? Do I have to feel something?!â I had it, and I raised my tone.
He cast his eyes down with sadness, and that broke my heart. It made me feel like a jerk. Iâm not that type of man; I hate arguing and hurting the people I care for.
âIâm sorry, baby, come here.â I kissed his forehead and cuddled him into my wide chest.
âPlease forgive me.â When I glanced into his face, his eyes were glassy.
âBabe, please donât cry. Forgive me, it breaks my heart to see you like this.â
âI love you so much⌠I donât want to lose you; I truly donât.â I cupped his face and said, âHey, why are you saying that? Thatâs never going to happen.â He inhaled and drew away from my embrace.
âI⌠have to go; my time is up.â He dried his tears.
âAdrian, please tell me you will be okay.â He forced a smile and said,
âSorry for being so sentimental. I'll be okay, I promise.â
He then reached into his pocket and pulled out a round quantum. It had a shimmering blue light in the center. Soon, with a command, his body was covered with the same blue light, and thereafter, he was gone.
Adrian was feeling nostalgic, for we had been apart many months before this mission. We only spent fifteen days together. I truly understand what heâs going through. Heâs a clever guy; he must have foreseen that my love for him has shifted to another type of love.
I took a deep breath and diverted my attention to the cases he brought me. I changed clothes right away. Certainly, the clothes were not from the nineties, yet neither from my era. However, what mattered was that I had all my costumes and my gear: all black, slim cargo pants, also slim cargo shirts, and ankle boots.
As soon as I was ready, I went back to Michael's apartment. When I stepped into the building, the police were there. Sean and Isaac were there, and when they caught sight of me, they both approached me with the police detective. They eyed me from head to toes.
Isaac and Sean introduced me to the detective; nonetheless, the detective and I knew each other. He was the one who interrogated me the night I saved Michael. We elaborated on the situation, and thereafter, we headed back to the singerâs apartment.
When the elevator door opened, I found Bill stepping out of the singerâs suite.
He had a serious face. Oh, no, could it be that he didnât convince Michael? I sent Sean and Isaac to the security lodge.
âWhat happened, Bill? How is Mr. Jackson?â
âWell, I have good news and bad news. The good news is that he accepted that we need your help; however, he doesnât want you near him. Give him time; I have faith that he will come to trust you.â
âGreat, thatâs all I need.â I canât explain what Iâm feeling inside. The emotion in my stomach, it felt like butterflies; however, I did not show emotions.
âListen, Michael is having breakfast with Kate, his makeup artist; after breakfast, heâs going to have rehearsals at the Universal Amphitheater for the MTV Music Awards. You and I will be communicating constantly. I have Michaelâs agenda; therefore, anything you require regarding him, you will come to me.â He then eyed me from head to toes.
âWell, you look⌠interesting. As long as youâre comfortable.â
âOh, I am.â
âListen, I have a place for you to stay. I will move into Michaelâs extra room, and you can have my room and the office over there with the guys. How about that?â
âIf you have a private bedroom inside the lodge, it will be perfect.â He smiled and walked me to the guards lodge.
âOf course I do. Let me show you, and weâll do the change when we come back from rehearsals.â
Michaelâs Standpoint.
After having a conversation with Bill, my best friend and confidant joined me for breakfast. I've known her since the Thriller era, when she started working for me as my makeup artist. She knows all my secrets. I love her so much.
I know she will take my secrets to her grave; she has proven herself to be loyal many times. Today I was thoughtful and uneasy, and even though Bill convinced me about the new guard, I couldnât help but to be worried and scared.
âMichael, you must eat more, come on. Remember that you have rehearsals, and you need that energy.â Truly, she had a point there; I needed energy for rehearsals; therefore, I started eating my ham and eggs that she brought me.
âWhy are you so thoughtful this morning, Mike? Something happened that I should know?â
After a mouthful, I sipped on my orange juice, and I told her about what happened last night.
âUm⌠so much happened⌠I donât know where to start. All I know is that Iâm in danger, Kate.â I opened up about every little detail that happened until what happened this morning.
âOh, my God, Mike. Iâm glad he was there to save you. And you should trust him; not all agents are corrupt. The fact that he got rid of all those men means that he is good. Thatâs the man you need for your protection.â
âWell, it could have been the perfect strategy to enter my life and my entourage. And he lied to me that night. He said he was the building security guard. Then, it turned out that he was the agent that Bill wanted to hire. Bill is annoying me; he did all this behind my back.â
âOh, Michael, Bill knows what heâs doing. And the new guard must have known that you didnât like agents. He wouldn't approach you out of nowhere and tell you that heâs an agent; that wouldnât be a smart move.â
âThat is what Bill explained to me; however, Iâm still scared after all these years. I canât get over the fact that a secret agent is the cause of my misery.â Nostalgia took over me and she saw my gloominess as she reached for my hand and pressed it gently.
âOh, Mike, itâs been so long; I thought you had gotten over him.â My eyes became watery as I replied.
âNo, Kate, heâs in my heart, and heâll always be, until the day I die.â I dried my tears right away, for I didnât want to burst into tears.
âYou know whatâs truly behind my decision to let him stay?â
âWhat?â She asked.
âHe resembles him⌠I donât know if itâs my mind that is playing tricks on me, but I see Aaron in him.â Another tear ran down my face.
âI was doing okay all these years trying to move on without him⌠and⌠now this new guard comes and Iâm falling apart once again.â
âOh, MichaelâŚâ she squeezed my hand. Now, I couldnât control my tears. After a moment, I composed myself and took a deep breath dried my tears again.
âPerhaps the reason that I canât find true love is because I lost it a long time ago⌠and all because of selfishness and ambition. Boy, Iâve accomplished what I wanted and still want more, butâŚ. I donât have him⌠and it hurts so much.â
Tears streamed down my face once again. I couldnât take it; therefore, I rose from the chair and walked to the window. Kate approached me from behind and embraced me.
âOh, Mike, please donât do this to yourself. Thereâs no use for suffering so much for something that happened long ago. You have to move on, sweetheart. Smile, you are so beautiful when you do so.â
I guess sheâs right; I know she is; therefore, I dried my tears right after. When she touched my forearm to bring me back to sit, a low moan escaped from my lips. âOuch!â
âMichael, whatâs wrong with your forearm? Did I hurt you?â We sat back in our chairs.
âNo, it wasnât you.â
âLet me see, is it bad?â I didnât allow her to pull up my sleeve.
âItâs nothing⌠Iâm okay.â
I couldnât see her eyes; she would know right away that I was hurt and that Jacob did it. Therefore, I was avoiding her gaze. But she was a clever girl, she knew. She had seen these many bruises before; it was nothing new.
âMichael, did he hurt you again?â
âWell⌠you know how sensitive my skin is⌠and⌠he just grabbed me tight.â
âWhat an asshole! He knows how sensitive your skin is, and he still grabs you like a damn brute? What happened? What was his excuse now?â
âJealousy⌠he believes that I sneak out on him in the middle of the night to go see the new guard⌠because according to him Iâm cheating on him with this man.â
âOh, Mike, let me see your arm.â I allowed her this time, and I pulled up my sleeve.
âOh, that son of a gun! Oh, Mike, it looks bad; you have to see a doctor.â
âNo, no, Kate... Iâm okay.â
âNo, Michael, you are not okay. Iâm calling Mark.â Somehow I knew she wouldnât listen. When she came back to sit by my side, she asked me.
âOh, Mike, why donât you dump his ass? Baby, you can get any man or woman you like with the click of your fingers.â A smile formed on my lips.
âI dumped him.â
âOh, my God, are you serious?!â She was so happy that she hugged me.
âDonât take him back, like youâve done before, Mike.â
Oh, God, I have taken him back so many times that Iâve lost count. When I miss being under him, underneath those muscles and his wide chest, I become so weak and I give in.
Merry Christmas everybody!