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UTTER VINDICATION!! - For Him and Of Him..
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Play this during your reading and hear him..love him and feel him..press rewind..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNqjneaZIRo
OMG !! This one hurt , it just kept coming and stronger and faster. So fast I had to stop, I was having heart palpatations. It was so RAW and manically engulfing me, in the message as it came out..It sounds like to me to be a DECLARATION OF CLARIFICATION!!
It sounds like I am building a case for his full Defence. And Not Guilty of anything that he did. It all be understood and explained,
with no questions un-answered.
Complete and utter VINDICATION..of him and for HIM..!!!
I am not afraid of the message, it's actually seeing what he went through, and not as the adoring, worshiper that I was. This is more, because I yearn and long for more of him.
A craving about having him so fresh and present in my life, like air.
I realized I was beginning to shake and quiver all over. And I rememebered what had happened to wonderful Wondering, last night when we got on here.
I was at work and became so close to tears, at the words that were coming at me in their perfect order.
I couldn't let people see me trying NOT to panic..The poem wasen't stopping for the customers as I had to.
As I had to get control and stop the writting of the message, I had to stop the music to be able to stop..Like taking myself off oxygen..it's in the music.
I always knew he could talk to me and US through his music. And the reason he was able to be what he was, through the music. I can't rememeber how many times I said he is talking and conversating with us through it..
It saved him, it saved US, it will always save you..
I realized that when I got the vision 8 days before he died, I continued to ask GOD why he had allowed me to know this. It came through the music AT ME..
I had to look a round an empty room to verify what I just heard, but did not see. I heard it..The music was like different, it was like the blood in the music had stopped. I stopped breathing, holding my breath..
Like it ceased to exist. Michael's music has personalities all their own, a character in each and none are the same, and he sang thousands of songs..His very life in every single one.
That is why his music is ART!!! Something created by one that wasen't afraid to put it out here or there for others, to admire, stare at and touch off a spark in you that you could change the world, over his art!!!
Michael was an ARTIST, and that word is thrown around to liberally these days, by people who think they thought they knew what it really means.
There was no one who did what Michael did, he was better than Michaelangelo, Raphiel, and Leonardo, for this one reason, he did it with his MUSIC..
No ARTIST has EVER done this, in history.
He was created human by a GOD who meant to prove to you, how something so unexplainably perfect by design, can really achieve and attain the fibre of pure unadulterated LOVE..Through his MUSIC..
He wasen't a perfect cook, he would never be a bus driver, he was exactly what GOD made him to be. The inspiration that we could do it if he could it, becasue he was a guarantee and powerful evidence that it could be done.
He wasen't arrogant, but he damned well could have been. He didn't take short cuts. He didn't have the world served on a platter to him. This would all come as a sidekick to his ULTIMATE PERFECTION..in his ART!!
I want to take every peice of art he made, and put it all in my room, and never come out I wouldn't share. I would never stop looking and seeing the beautiful compositions fit for a GOD, his GOD..unfold in his very being.
My heart is flying right now thinking of his energy, pure air in the space he was in, the sheer vibrations of the very place he occupied.
His own Atmosphere and Galaxy..Who knows what it would have felt like in it..
He doesn't need to be arrogant, he knew! He was a champion for women's rights as I have ever seen. He was squeaky clean for the spotlight. Living up to the image and conformity that is the entire world's MAGNIFYING GLASS.
It wasen't enough that he gave ALL he had been given, there where others who wanted whatever it was he had and they weren't above stealing it, either.
It's only WACK-O *****, they'd say, "who would listen to a child hugging, rollercoaster riding, ARTIST, who saves cancer ridden little kids and doesn't drink" and doesn't he play with monkeys?"!!!! HAHAHAHAHA
No one..but US..his first LOVE..HIS KIND of LOVE, he returned our LOVE...No one esles for 45 years, the entire playbook of my nightmare called my childhood, many scars but no healing...
He was there with me in every dark night when I cried and prayed for more death or more life, it had to get better than this. I needed him to survive. I needed him to comeback, I would have taken a crumb..
If you really love him, you know it could NEVER end between him and US.
You don't have to let him go, because we are his and we are US now....
Remeber silly he always used to say "No, I Love you, MORE..."
Sorry- I cannot obviously carry on talking like this and my heart not break with incredible joy and severe pain, thinking of him..oh the tears are coming faster now, they don't burn me anymore..though..
But I don't know if I can sleep, because just getting this out tears me up..and I don't think I can get anymore out, I am still at work, and I can't stall anymore to stay and say more..
-If I can't sleep, that means I will be up all night. I will finish, whatever comes out.
-If I decide to look at some of the greatest art I have ever heard on planet earth..I may sleep and and dream of him, and search and chase him til I get my crumb..
I am so Michael Jackson in Love with you all right now..
-Always and Forever Michael's Joyangel
__________________
Mod | MJ Depression/MJ Fan Base - Joy Angel
4ever 4always 4 life Long Live MJ
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Play this during your reading and hear him..love him and feel him..press rewind..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNqjneaZIRo
OMG !! This one hurt , it just kept coming and stronger and faster. So fast I had to stop, I was having heart palpatations. It was so RAW and manically engulfing me, in the message as it came out..It sounds like to me to be a DECLARATION OF CLARIFICATION!!
It sounds like I am building a case for his full Defence. And Not Guilty of anything that he did. It all be understood and explained,
with no questions un-answered.
Complete and utter VINDICATION..of him and for HIM..!!!
I am not afraid of the message, it's actually seeing what he went through, and not as the adoring, worshiper that I was. This is more, because I yearn and long for more of him.
A craving about having him so fresh and present in my life, like air.
I realized I was beginning to shake and quiver all over. And I rememebered what had happened to wonderful Wondering, last night when we got on here.
I was at work and became so close to tears, at the words that were coming at me in their perfect order.
I couldn't let people see me trying NOT to panic..The poem wasen't stopping for the customers as I had to.
As I had to get control and stop the writting of the message, I had to stop the music to be able to stop..Like taking myself off oxygen..it's in the music.
I always knew he could talk to me and US through his music. And the reason he was able to be what he was, through the music. I can't rememeber how many times I said he is talking and conversating with us through it..
It saved him, it saved US, it will always save you..
I realized that when I got the vision 8 days before he died, I continued to ask GOD why he had allowed me to know this. It came through the music AT ME..
I had to look a round an empty room to verify what I just heard, but did not see. I heard it..The music was like different, it was like the blood in the music had stopped. I stopped breathing, holding my breath..
Like it ceased to exist. Michael's music has personalities all their own, a character in each and none are the same, and he sang thousands of songs..His very life in every single one.
That is why his music is ART!!! Something created by one that wasen't afraid to put it out here or there for others, to admire, stare at and touch off a spark in you that you could change the world, over his art!!!
Michael was an ARTIST, and that word is thrown around to liberally these days, by people who think they thought they knew what it really means.
There was no one who did what Michael did, he was better than Michaelangelo, Raphiel, and Leonardo, for this one reason, he did it with his MUSIC..
No ARTIST has EVER done this, in history.
He was created human by a GOD who meant to prove to you, how something so unexplainably perfect by design, can really achieve and attain the fibre of pure unadulterated LOVE..Through his MUSIC..
He wasen't a perfect cook, he would never be a bus driver, he was exactly what GOD made him to be. The inspiration that we could do it if he could it, becasue he was a guarantee and powerful evidence that it could be done.
He wasen't arrogant, but he damned well could have been. He didn't take short cuts. He didn't have the world served on a platter to him. This would all come as a sidekick to his ULTIMATE PERFECTION..in his ART!!
I want to take every peice of art he made, and put it all in my room, and never come out I wouldn't share. I would never stop looking and seeing the beautiful compositions fit for a GOD, his GOD..unfold in his very being.
My heart is flying right now thinking of his energy, pure air in the space he was in, the sheer vibrations of the very place he occupied.
His own Atmosphere and Galaxy..Who knows what it would have felt like in it..
He doesn't need to be arrogant, he knew! He was a champion for women's rights as I have ever seen. He was squeaky clean for the spotlight. Living up to the image and conformity that is the entire world's MAGNIFYING GLASS.
It wasen't enough that he gave ALL he had been given, there where others who wanted whatever it was he had and they weren't above stealing it, either.
It's only WACK-O *****, they'd say, "who would listen to a child hugging, rollercoaster riding, ARTIST, who saves cancer ridden little kids and doesn't drink" and doesn't he play with monkeys?"!!!! HAHAHAHAHA
No one..but US..his first LOVE..HIS KIND of LOVE, he returned our LOVE...No one esles for 45 years, the entire playbook of my nightmare called my childhood, many scars but no healing...
He was there with me in every dark night when I cried and prayed for more death or more life, it had to get better than this. I needed him to survive. I needed him to comeback, I would have taken a crumb..
If you really love him, you know it could NEVER end between him and US.
You don't have to let him go, because we are his and we are US now....
Remeber silly he always used to say "No, I Love you, MORE..."
Sorry- I cannot obviously carry on talking like this and my heart not break with incredible joy and severe pain, thinking of him..oh the tears are coming faster now, they don't burn me anymore..though..
But I don't know if I can sleep, because just getting this out tears me up..and I don't think I can get anymore out, I am still at work, and I can't stall anymore to stay and say more..
-If I can't sleep, that means I will be up all night. I will finish, whatever comes out.
-If I decide to look at some of the greatest art I have ever heard on planet earth..I may sleep and and dream of him, and search and chase him til I get my crumb..
I am so Michael Jackson in Love with you all right now..
-Always and Forever Michael's Joyangel
__________________
Mod | MJ Depression/MJ Fan Base - Joy Angel
4ever 4always 4 life Long Live MJ
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