Did MJ Find Love In The Dark (continued)

hmmm, makes sense. I think I need a defense reaction to my defense reaction (ie: someone real I can go to instead of the one in my mind that just makes me lonely..lol)
 
Very interesting dream. I'll have to come back and try to interpret it. Reminds me of that song that goes: "Someone left my cake out in the rain ... and I'll never have that recipe agaaaaain for looooooooove!" lol!


Needless to say i dont think anyone will be eating that cake :p
 
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And popcorn???? :p >>>>
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Seeing as cake has been mentioned, i know someone who makes up cake songs.

Do you mean like makes cakes with music installed in the cakes..u mean actually writes songs bout cakes?
 
Do you mean like makes cakes with music installed in the cakes..u mean actually writes songs bout cakes?

Lol yes. She parodies songs, for example she has parodied some of Michael's songs and Whitney Houston's oh and some other
artists as well.
 
I'm pulling an MP. :D and stopping by real quick with a song!

I've been singing this latley and I then heard it on the radio, and it seems like a song the LITD girl (if she exists) would be singing and relating to. I would think especially when June 24th arrives ...knowing what the next day means, and all...of course.

[youtube]vGT7OhVEf7Y[/youtube]

These lines struck me:

Sometimes I've wondered
I didn't understand
Just where you were trying to go
Only you knew the plan


Okay, I'm off again to do my own thang now...lol. Take care all, if there are any who still even read this thread...(the waters seem to have run dry...and that's not necessarily a bad thing)




PS: I'm wondering, do you think the LITD girl was a thoroughly timid type or do you think she would have been the type to fight for her man? (That is if she felt quite sure God was behind him and her).

EDIT: I'm referring to if there were ever strategies set up to try to discourage her or to try to keep her and MJ apart at all costs. Would she pick up on it and, being a woman of God, if "she" is, would she start "fighting" in her spirit...meaning prayer? You know, it could be possible that many in MJ's life, like work associates, acquaintainces, friends, family, and even fans, could feel they know who would be best for MJ to "be" with, and maybe after getting wind of the LITD girl, well, she might not be their first or even their last choice for him. Would they "intervene" for (their justification) his sake? Do you think they ever did?

Would the LITD girl not have let herself be discouraged by their games or efforts if others were trying to discourage her, but, instead, stand on what she knows, that she knows, is something from God, and remember then, that this would apply, for her and MJ,

"any weapon formed against them will not prosper".

Because God will have His way.

Another example of needing to not rely alone by what you see in the natural that is going on, but to look through the eyes of faith.

Just was pondering over this today...after writing this post earlier...so I came back to add some more. :) I guess I took off with my thinkin' on the subject...as I tend to do...lol!!! ;) Hey, where's Favoritetune. I enjoy his two cents worth. And that Ape, she never bothered to post that long post I was hoping for. :( Hope your play went well, Ape, and you enjoyed your role!
 
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Hi therz
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Time to edit some more of this badly rushed novella. What really happened was I let that Lisha pull me in one time too many and now here I am back at step 1 again of the 12 Steps of MJ board LITD addiction :wild:

Oh well here is the edit to my extremely big fix, I mean entry I made earlier. I will edit more later.

Ash I feelzya so much
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its so hard, especially to be with the 'business as usual'ness of everything but we go on, trying to continue to encourage our other "fellow widows" as best we can.


In Chapter 4 of Psalms God says, O ye sons of men, how long will ye turn my glory into shame? how long will ye love vanity ...the Lord hath set apart him that is godly for himself ... Stand in awe, and sin not; commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still.

I say stilness is the best way to fight sometimes because sometimes someone may wish to "see"someone fight and yet the best fighting is someimes done in stillness.

When I realized the story line of this film I had to laugh as it was more and more reminding me of this thread. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhQH6la8tUs Very imaginative writers.

Lisha,those questions of yours could keep the thread going for a while I'd imagine, although no one's saying anything I believe they're all thinking
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I, for my own personal reasons like the idea of "them" having a "Benship" type of friendship but I agree that we all feel we know what's best for MJ. That is so funny to me. The good news is we all get to interpret, yay!, so I do hope "she" is a "Ben-friend" and has the importance of his good name tucked deeply in the creases of her heart - eh just call me romantic
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NOT (j/k lol)


Here's a playlist that's a Diana Ross marathon!! :dance: I just came across another great whilst looking up that song. I will never forget the first time I heard this song, ah that voice, so soothing. :wub: I was 12 when I heard the first two notes of this song, I fell further in love with that soothing, comforting voice all over again. In fact this playlist is a great tribute to Ms. Ross. Confession: Since I was five years old, Diana Ross was my very first very favorite entertainer of all time: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rQ-p0WnGd8&feature=fvwp&NR=1 Oh you guyz were speaking of Funny Girl, you also haven't really heard it until you've heard Diana Ross do it because she's obviously having a lot of fun doing it and it is the most fun thing in the world to hear. It's really as if you're watching live theatre. Here's one song ... (maan I can't believe I found this I'm so excited!!) :dance: ENJOY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYS1KekuXys

Happy Sunday. God bless All.
 
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Because God will have His way.

Yes he does even if it is not the way u planned or hoped it would be but he will always do what he thinks is best
 
I'm pulling an MP. :D

Hey, wait a minute! Only the great and mysterious MP can pull something like that off! J/K! I'm glad you stopped by with this song. You know, I used to not like this song back in the day when it first came out. My best friend apparently did, though. I remember a funny story she told about how she was visiting New York and she was screaming this song from the top of her lungs out her hotel window! lol! But hearing it now and in light of what you were talking about, it really is eerily appropriate for this thread at this time.


These lines struck me:

Sometimes I've wondered
I didn't understand
Just where you were trying to go
Only you knew the plan

Fits like a glove!





(the waters seem to have run dry...and that's not necessarily a bad thing)

Reminds me of a BoysIIMen song!



EDIT: I'm referring to if there were ever strategies set up to try to discourage her or to try to keep her and MJ apart at all costs. Would she pick up on it and, being a woman of God, if "she" is, would she start "fighting" in her spirit...meaning prayer? You know, it could be possible that many in MJ's life, like work associates, acquaintainces, friends, family, and even fans, could feel they know who would be best for MJ to "be" with, and maybe after getting wind of the LITD girl, well, she might not be their first or even their last choice for him. Would they "intervene" for (their justification) his sake? Do you think they ever did?

Would the LITD girl not have let herself be discouraged by their games or efforts if others were trying to discourage her, but, instead, stand on what she knows, that she knows, is something from God, and remember then, that this would apply, for her and MJ,

"any weapon formed against them will not prosper".

Because God will have His way.

Another example of needing to not rely alone by what you see in the natural that is going on, but to look through the eyes of faith.

Yes, I believe that if your spirit is in tune with God's Spirit, you would eventually pick up in your spirit that you are indeed in the midst of some kind of spiritual warfare and you would either have to stand your ground and fight or just give up. I am sure there were times they both became weary from the fight and wanted to give up, but I'm sure God's Sprit kept encouraging their spirits.

(Ape, I was just thinking about you and your acting career yesterday! Glad Lisha brought you up! Hope you are experiencing great success!)

I too have had a song running through my mind, but it is kinda ... well ... "romantic" I guess you could say. Kinda makes me blush a bit, but if I get the courage I would like to post it 'cause there is one particular part that makes me think of that "struggle" you were talking about.






Edit: Well, o.k., I think I will just post it. Don't get so caught up in how old it is or anything. I know the lyrics are kinda intimate or whatever, but hey, just think of some of MJ's lyrics like in Break o' Dawn! Anyway, the part I wanted to draw your attention to was the part that I have bolded where she contrasts different characteristics of this man. That is the part that is "MJish" and probably like his relationship with his LITD.










THE WAY I WANNA TOUCH YOU
Captain & Tenille

i never wanted
i never wanted to touch a man
the way that i want to touch you

i never wanted
i never wanted to love a man
the way that i want to love you

you are sunshine
you are shadows
you are morning
you are night
you are hard times
you are good times
you are darkness you are.....light


i never wanted
i never wanted to give a man
the things that i want to give you

i never wanted
i never wanted to live with a man
the way that i want to live with you

you are sunshine
you are shadows
you are morning
you are night
you are hard times
you are good times
you are darkness
you are.......light


i never wanted
i never wanted to touch a man
the way that i want to touch you......

the way that i want to touch you now.....
the way that i want to touch you.
 
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Thanks for thinking about me guys. Well the acting thing isn't a career. I've made a total of $300 from my acting so I'll just call it a hobby/passion. Most of what I do is volunteer. I am currently directing a play for the first time. Usually I just act in them. But all that's probably pretty boring to you guys and nothing to do with this thread..lol.

I forget what I had to say about all this. Most likely we will never know the truth regarding Michael and his love life...and that's ok..and I know this thread isn't so much about that as about the story his music has told. Also it is about the story we hear and discover and imagine out of it all. So this thread is a collaborative effort of the fans and Michael together, whether he knew about it or not, whether it is all fantasy or not.

I think I was going to say something about what Shila said a while back about...hmm.. I'm going to have to go find it again. I have a bit of time right now. I can see.
 
Thanks. It's different. Kind of fun when the actors are open to what I want to try. Not so fun when they aren't. I am not a pushy person.
 
I'm pulling an MP. :D and stopping by real quick with a song!

I've been singing this latley and I then heard it on the radio, and it seems like a song the LITD girl (if she exists) would be singing and relating to. I would think especially when June 24th arrives ...knowing what the next day means, and all...of course.

[youtube]vGT7OhVEf7Y[/youtube]

These lines struck me:

Sometimes I've wondered
I didn't understand
Just where you were trying to go
Only you knew the plan


Okay, I'm off again to do my own thang now...lol. Take care all, if there are any who still even read this thread...(the waters seem to have run dry...and that's not necessarily a bad thing)




PS: I'm wondering, do you think the LITD girl was a thoroughly timid type or do you think she would have been the type to fight for her man? (That is if she felt quite sure God was behind him and her).

EDIT: I'm referring to if there were ever strategies set up to try to discourage her or to try to keep her and MJ apart at all costs. Would she pick up on it and, being a woman of God, if "she" is, would she start "fighting" in her spirit...meaning prayer? You know, it could be possible that many in MJ's life, like work associates, acquaintainces, friends, family, and even fans, could feel they know who would be best for MJ to "be" with, and maybe after getting wind of the LITD girl, well, she might not be their first or even their last choice for him. Would they "intervene" for (their justification) his sake? Do you think they ever did?

Would the LITD girl not have let herself be discouraged by their games or efforts if others were trying to discourage her, but, instead, stand on what she knows, that she knows, is something from God, and remember then, that this would apply, for her and MJ,

"any weapon formed against them will not prosper".

Because God will have His way.

Another example of needing to not rely alone by what you see in the natural that is going on, but to look through the eyes of faith.

Just was pondering over this today...after writing this post earlier...so I came back to add some more. :) I guess I took off with my thinkin' on the subject...as I tend to do...lol!!! ;) Hey, where's Favoritetune. I enjoy his two cents worth. And that Ape, she never bothered to post that long post I was hoping for. :( Hope your play went well, Ape, and you enjoyed your role!


Well, I was not going to return to this thread as I thought it came to its dead end or to its logical end, but as it seems it continues I will add my 10 cents. From my point of view it were not friends, work associates, acquaintances and so on that were keeping them apart. I think it were bad choices of both of them. Some people after going through a sequence of bad choices finally find their right road so to say, for some is too late, some never find their right road. So if to take Bible there are two powers operating in this world - good and evil. Let's imagine that when God wanted her approach him Devil interfered in the form of bad choice called "Lisa Marie", when she wanted again the next bad choice called Debbie appeared. After MJ got free from bad choices maybe she did her bad choices as well. And finally when God wanted it to happen, evil interfered again in the form of bad choice number three called Doctor Conrad Murray.

I still keep this song in my mind:

"All in your name"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ue3fVxlQus

I will copy lyrics from google:

"All In Your Name"
(with Barry Gibb)

[Barry]
Now I got a mission
The story unfolds
What the wise men have told you, is already known
That a woman and a man
Should go by the plan
And we find out how high we can fly

There's just one religion
One family of love
We suffer the children
As God cries above
And the giving, not the taking
With hearts open wide
And it looks like we fall
And it burns like a flame
Any ground that I claim

So what is my life
If I don't believe
There is someone to watch me
Follow my dreams
Take all my chances, like those who dare
And what of our world
What does it become
When the damage is done
And you held out, you said no, you stand up

[Michael]
Only God knows
That it's all in the game
It's all in your name
Carry me to the gates of paradise
They're the same
It's all in your name

[Barry]
Look to Heaven
An angel of peace
To love and protect us
Through all of our tears
And the gateway to peace
It stands open wide
And it looks like we fall
And it burns like a flame
Any ground that I claim

So what is my life
If I don't believe
There is someone to watch me
Follow my dreams
Take all my chances, like those who dare
And where is the peace
We're searching for
Under the shadows of war
Can we hold out, and stand up, and say no

[Michael]
Only God knows
That it's all in the game
It's all in your name
Follow me to the gates of paradise
They're the same
It's all in your name

[Barry]
Spread the words. Now it is
Love you, and understand you
In the line on, interesting
will they all know (?)

[Michael]
It's over

[Barry]
Then we'll all know(?)

[Michael]
It's over

[Michael]
See? that it's done(?)

[Barry]
And it's all in your name

[Michael]
It's all in the game
It's all in your name
Follow me through the gates of paradise
They're the same {yeah yeah, yeah yeah}

It's all in the game
It's all in your name
Follow me through the gates of paradise
They're the same
They're the same {yeah yeah}

It's all in the game
It's all in your name
Follow me through the gates of paradise
They're the same

It says: "Follow me to the gates of paradise"
Maybe God had the plan for them, but Devil had another plan... But as good always wins their souls will meet at the gates of paradise as is mentioned in this song:))))))))))))

I really enjoy this song, maybe it brings some light in the darkness of our speculations.
Another phrase I couldn't quite get was "they're the same", were the gates meant, or 2 people who were the same? Maybe they were the same?

and some phrases about which I wonder:
"Spread the words. Now it is
Love you, and understand you
In the line on, interesting
will they all know (?)

[Michael]
It's over

[Barry]
Then we'll all know(?)

[Michael]
It's over

[Michael]
See? that it's done(?)

[Barry]
And it's all in your name"

At least something has been done in her name or in the name of the mankind? Something she has asked for? And the message was sent to her?

Hope you enjoyed my interpretation.

There is an interesting article on Internet that I found called "God has a plan" that maybe fitts the subject of discussion:

http://dlministries.wordpress.com/2012/02/28/god-has-a-plan/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M98IdLKSGnc
- and this MJ song was backmasked at youtube and they think there was a message to a girl there. You see? I try this thread to be running as long as I can't afford a dream vacation to Hawaii and have to sit at home all days with my son.

Now I made a research in wikipedia concerning "This is it" song:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/This_Is_It_(Michael_Jackson_song)

It says it was written by Michael Jackson and Paul Anker in 1983, later this song was sang by Sa-Fire in 1991 and it had another name "I never heard", but if to compare lyrics of both songs here:

http://www.lyrics.com/i-never-heard-lyrics-safire.html

http://www.metrolyrics.com/this-is-it-lyrics-michael-jackson.html

the lyrics differs much and the melody was changed from jolly to somehow sad. So I wonder why they call it an old song if it was completely changed. I guess it was maybe changed for a girl, because there is a message in reversed "This is it" here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M98IdLKSGnc

Then somebody backmasked (reversed) Sa-Fire's "I never heard" and though they say it's the same as "This is it" no clear message is heard in it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8l5s2xF1YI

I also read that many musicians nowadays put these backmasked messages into their songs on purpose. When it's not done on purpose it is said that when the song is backmasked (reversed) by special software one can find online then it's just a number of senseless syllables. And the message is heard clearly when it has been done on purpose. It is written in wikipedia about it here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Backmasking

So I suggest to study lyrics of both songs and suggest why the song has been changed so much, especially the text.

In the video of reversed "This is it" at the end there are some lines with long question marks, where it is not understandable what is said, I think this might be a clue.
 
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... So if to take Bible there are two powers operating in this world - good and evil. Let's imagine that when God wanted her approach him Devil interfered in the form of bad choice called "Lisa Marie", when she wanted again the next bad choice called Debbie appeared. After MJ got free from bad choices maybe she did her bad choices as well. And finally when God wanted it to happen, evil interfered again in the form of bad choice number three called Doctor Conrad Murray.

You are very insightful, Magicgirl. Also, don't forget the allegations of '93 and the trial of '05. I think these were also attempts to keep them apart. I think the outcome of the trial in '05 must have made the devil very, VERY angry! Hearing "Not Guilty" on all 14 counts must have been excruciatingly painful for his ears. Some of the tribulations in the years that followed, including June 25, 2009, were probably his "punishment" for such an overwhelming victory. I also think he tried to separate Michael from his children, too.

But ... you are right. The devil may have his plan (and in the end it always backfires on him), but God has His plan, too -- and He don't like losing!
 
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You are very insightful, Magicgirl. Also, don't forget the allegations of '93 and the trial of '05. I think these were also attempts to keep them apart. I think the outcome of the trial in '05 must have made the devil very, VERY angry! Hearing "Not Guilty" on all 14 counts must have been excruciatingly painful for his ears. Some of the tribulations in the years that followed, including June 25, 2009, were probably his "punishment" for such an overwhelming victory. I also think he tried to separate Michael from his children, too.

But ... you are right. The devil may have his plan (and in the end it always backfires on him), but God has His plan, too -- and He don't like losing!

The God would have his hand and will in this if MJ had revived after clinical death. I wish he could. Unusual cases like that are described here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFttM_ppFgA
http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/viewnews.php?id=198810

I have found an interview with MJ made 5 days before he has passed away on the net made by man with pseudonym Lenny Rodriguez, but it was a translation into russian here
http://www.inter-view.org/inv/4232.htm
Some people who discuss it there say it's a fake, some say it is realistic, for me it sounds true. But the case is I was not able to find any english version of this interview on the net, it doesn't exist, I don't know why. It is said there that MJ had created his inner fantasy world, maybe LITD girl also belonged there? Because in the house on the bed where MJ slept they have found such doll, look here:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...el-Jacksons-doll-drug-stash-shown-jurors.html
It could have been a present from a fan or his daughters' of course, but it could have represented LITD girl as well :)
Maybe the god wins this battle in other way.

As I think in the reversed version of "This is it" the message was to the fans all about the forthcoming shows, MJ felt so alive because he could again perform and show to the world he was not a wreck and because he had a plan to build Michael Jackson's children hospital with the money from the concerts, the largest in the world and he wanted the fans to help him in that. Look here:

http://abcnews.go.com/US/michael-jackson-death-trial-kenny-ortega-worried-mjs/story?id=14614384

And if the fans and family gather the money and it will be built I think the god will prove he always wins.

I wonder why Dr. Murray recorded that (see the link above), I think his bosses illuminati wanted to know for what the money from the concerts will be used, and when they got to know that it will be for the God's purpose to build a hospital the evil got very angry. Dr. Murray was a freemason as well, look here (freemasons are a lower stage in illuminati pyramide):

http://freemasonsfordummies.blogspot.com/2011/10/michael-jacksons-doctor-conrad-murrays.html
And more from wikipedia about illuminati:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Illuminati

Sony is evil as well, why would they hide for themselves all 100 hours of rehearsals of "This is it" on video, and let the fans watch only 6 hours of that. What is there on the original tape? Did they give MJ some kind of poison during rehearsals?

So with such powerful enemies MJ couldn't let LITD girl into his life except than in dreams and songs or any other girl as well. Not until he would have finished his crusade.
 
I would think especially when June 24th arrives ...knowing what the next day means, and all...of course.

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Yes.....



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June 25... will always be painful, forever. :cry: *big sigh*

Well, I was just thinking in this thread... :girl_sigh: in the great moments we had here in the past :wub: and decided to come here to leave a big hug for everyone >
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As for Michael :wub:, he will never be forgotten. Our love for him is eternal. :girl_in_love:


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We love you dear! :girl_give_heart:



*big sigh*
 
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