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Prayers For Maria João Silva Mother ..... Send Her Family A Major L.O.V.E Hug <3 March 20th, 2012

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Thinkerbell...As always,i have no idea how to thank you for so much love and care.

A LOT is happening lately,and i might have to leave this house by the end of this week,an this is why i haven't been here lately.As soon as i know what will happen,i'll let you know what was going on.
Thank you so so much to everybody here,my Mj family whom i love so much,for everything.
God Bless you all.
 
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I have been wondering why you so quiet :angel:
Are you ok ?
You have to leave the house this week ?
Is Queen Liza ok ?
I want to know how you are feeling please msn me so I know you guys are ok :pray::heart::pray:

Mariajoaosilva;3655050 said:
Thinkerbell...As always,i have no idea how to thank you for so much love and care.

A LOT is happening lately,and i might have to leave this house by the end of this week,an this is why i haven't been here lately.As soon as i know what will happen,i'll let you know what was going on.
Thank you so so much to everybody here,my Mj family whom i love so much,for everything.
God Bless you all.
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Hi Maria, I just want you to know that I think about you & your Mother very often.
I'm sending you my love and positive energy, I'm sure you need it.
 
MJ TinkerBell;3655166 said:
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I have been wondering why you so quiet :angel:
Are you ok ?
You have to leave the house this week ?
Is Queen Liza ok ?
I want to know how you are feeling please msn me so I know you guys are ok :pray::heart::pray:
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MY sweet Friend,we are extremely busy because we might have to leave the house i live since1983,because the owner of the buiding refuses to pay for the fixing of the elevator,and my Mother can't climb all the 104 stairs,(i live in a 5th and 6th floor),due to her health.
I had to make a complain in the maire,they sent here 2 policemans,and a techincian,and after seeing that the building is in very bad shape,and someone like my mom living in the last floor without elevator,they sent a letter to the owners saying that they have a week to fix it,or they wouldn't allow anyone to live anymore.
My Mom is very tired,having troubles sleeping and breathing,so we are going to go to the family doctor tomorrow,to see if she can do something to help my mom feel any better.

As far as me,i'm complelty exausted,phycologycally speaking,but i have to move on because Mom only has me unffortunately.

As soon as i have any updates,i will let you and everybody know.
Thank you so so much for everything.Hope you are doing well,as well as all my MJ family that i love so much.
God Bless you all.Love you.
 
TheSilentOne,thank you so much my sweetie.It means a lot more than words can say.
Please take very good care of you as well,ok?
love you.
 
(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) You are a sweet and very good person Maria. I wish you well. I'm sorry I'm never around but you have lots of friends and support here. Get your strength from friends and from God (ok mostly from God but I think he puts friends in our lives for a reason as well). <3 Take care :huggy:
 
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Hello Queen Liza and Maria Angel :pray:

You know how good God is , he had you on my mind because I was going to check on you both today and..others felt the exact same and Posted above me :pray:

WoW is this not proof of how much you are both loved and cared for very deeply :heart:

I hope you LOVE this picture I left here for you, to feel the true strength of the POWER of LOVE..:group:

We'll be there and here and HEAR for you :pray::group::heart:


Ashtanga hugs are the BEST :give_heart:
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Ashtanga,Mom has lots of ups and downs dear.She is waiting to be called to have a heart surgery,and because of the huge economical crise my country is in,governement cut lots of benefits that people like my mom had,and its very hard to do anything due to lack of money.

Ape....(((((((((((((((((tight hugs)))))))Dear,it's true that i have a lot of support here,and friends,and honestly,if it wasn't my mj family,i think i wouldn't have made this far.But sweetie...i love you very much...i miss you...you are very important to me.
Please don't think that i forget you,because i never did,and i never will.
It's ok that you are not around much,as long as you know that i am here for you too.(God made me find you for a reason and i think we know it better than anyone,don't we?the bond we have will always be dear to me).

MJThinkerbell...wow...what can i say...thank you so so much for all the love and prayers.
I do feel all the love from you and everybody here that i love as part of me,and my Mom always gets very emotional when i tell her what my mj family does and feels for her.
She is extremely thankfull to all the love and prayers she gets from here.
Yes,i do love this picture...it's so touching and beautiful.
Please know that i am and will always be here for you,and my Mom too.

In fact my Mom says that all of you here,my lovely Mj family,are her kids too.

Sorry for not being here posting much...I need to leave this house as fast as i can,but it is not being easy to find a new one,because of money reasons.
Love you all so much...
God Bless you...HUGS
 
Mariajoaosilva;3663852 said:
Ashtanga,Mom has lots of ups and downs dear.She is waiting to be called to have a heart surgery,and because of the huge economical crise my country is in,governement cut lots of benefits that people like my mom had,and its very hard to do anything due to lack of money.

Ape....(((((((((((((((((tight hugs)))))))Dear,it's true that i have a lot of support here,and friends,and honestly,if it wasn't my mj family,i think i wouldn't have made this far.But sweetie...i love you very much...i miss you...you are very important to me.
Please don't think that i forget you,because i never did,and i never will.
It's ok that you are not around much,as long as you know that i am here for you too.(God made me find you for a reason and i think we know it better than anyone,don't we?the bond we have will always be dear to me).

MJThinkerbell...wow...what can i say...thank you so so much for all the love and prayers.
I do feel all the love from you and everybody here that i love as part of me,and my Mom always gets very emotional when i tell her what my mj family does and feels for her.
She is extremely thankfull to all the love and prayers she gets from here.
Yes,i do love this picture...it's so touching and beautiful.
Please know that i am and will always be here for you,and my Mom too.

In fact my Mom says that all of you here,my lovely Mj family,are her kids too.

Sorry for not being here posting much...I need to leave this house as fast as i can,but it is not being easy to find a new one,because of money reasons.
Love you all so much...
God Bless you...HUGS
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Dear, we'll keep praying for your mother! :pray: :heart:
 
Ashtanga,Silouette,Carol,Ape,MJ Thinkerbell...thank you so so much for all the love and prayers.
God Bless you all,and your families.
Love you all so much...
Thank you my MJ family!HUGS
 
:ciao::clap:Happy July 3rd Birthday Maria in MJ L.O.V.E I know you are not on here that much but I just wanted you to know you were thought of on your special day :clapping:

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Hi Maria, how are you doing? I hope things aren't getting any worse... I think of you and your Mum all the time.
Love from Czech Republic,
K.
 
MJThinkerbell,Jess,Ashtanga,TheSilentone,everybody...thank you so so much for all the birthday wishes.
My day was not as i wish,but it was not very bad,so it's kinda ok.
Please excuse me for not being here much,but apart from the fact that i have to take care of my mom and surch for a new house,something happened to me last saturday,that i never imagined it could happen.
Thank God it was not very serious,but for sure it was enough to scare me like hell,and make me want to move away as fast as possible.
I was told i need to speak up,but i feel so embarassed,so discuted...so far i'm taking all the precations needed and tomorrow the police will tell me what to do,so hopefully this nightmare will end then.
I just want to ask everybody for a prayer.A prayer so i can have strengh...physicall strengh more then spiritual.
Thank you all so much,and excuse me for not being more specific...i'm just completly scared,in panic,and feeling like one of the most dirty persons alive.
 
Maria, I wish so much I could help or at least I wish I could find the right things to say...
You're a strong person, one of the strongest I know. Whatever happened, I'm sure you can find the strength to deal with it.
If you needed to talk to someone, I'm always here for you.
 
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Maria, I wish so much I could help or at least I wish I could find the right things to say...
You're a strong person, one of the strongest I know. Whatever happened, I'm sure you can find the strength to deal with it.
If you needed to talk to someone, I'm always here for you.
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Oh dear,thank you so much...you think too much of me...i'm far from being strong.I have to find a way to deal with all this,but alone,without being able to share with my mom or anyone of my family,it's being very hard.
When i find the courage to say what happened,i'll share with you an everybody,because i am sure that it will be in my mj family that will find real help and support.
Please know i am here for you as well anytime,and this goes for everybody here.
Love you all so much!
Love you dear TheSilentOne.
 
Ashtanga,Dear thank you so much for your love and support.
Sometimes things are not so easy to solve sweetie.I pray God helps me doing what i have to do because its very hard,and i never imagined having to do so.
Tomorrow might be a very important day for me...if i'm allowed to talk,i will.
If there's one thing i need now,is prayers for strengh...as much as possible....
love you.
 
I have been looking for you here around the forum..I am so glad that you are ok....Love and hugs to you my dear friend.
 
Mariajoaosilva;3673048 said:
Ashtanga,Dear thank you so much for your love and support.
Sometimes things are not so easy to solve sweetie.I pray God helps me doing what i have to do because its very hard,and i never imagined having to do so.
Tomorrow might be a very important day for me...if i'm allowed to talk,i will.
If there's one thing i need now,is prayers for strengh...as much as possible....
love you.
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God will be with you and will give strength! We will be praying. :pray: Big hug dear >
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Again i want to thank everybody for all the love,all the prayers,and support.It means a lot more than words can say,and i do believe they help me in ways i never thought possible.
I said here i am going through something i never imagined i would ever experience,and i think that noone should.
I will share this because i need all the help i can get from my mj family,and because it might help avoiding these kind of situations,although this is so embarassing for me...

On the 14th of this month,(2 saturdays ago),i had a problem with the tap of the bidet,Water all over the place,and had to ask for the help of my neighbor,that always helped everybody in the building when there were those kind of problems.
This neighbor is in the building for almost 3 years,and was always very kind,very helping,and noone had ever had any kind of problem with him,untill July 14 th...
For some reason that i can't understand,all of the sudden,this guy that is old enough to be my father,grabbed me,caressed my chest,and tried to kiss me.
My reaction was to kick him in the middle of his legs,because i knew that if i had strengh enough,i would hurt him and he would let me go,as he ended up doing.
I also thought,that he would understand the message,and never try anything like that ever,so i didn't complain or said anything to anyone,and that ended up being my biggest mistake.
As i said,this happened on a saturday,...turns out the work he has to do is more complicated than it seemed,so he has to return after buying some new stuff that need to be replaced,and something tells me its not just that,so on sunday when he comes to the house,he dosen't sees me at all.What he tells my mom,is that he will have to return monday,because he couldnt find any store open to buy what he needs,(and it is true that most stores are closed on sundays,so mom believed it,and even i did).
On Monday he only comes to the house near dinner time,and he asks if he can end the work on tuesday morning.He says he had lots of things to take care,including his children that are now on summer break,and we said it would be ok,and thanked him for all the work he was having.
Tuesday comes...i have to be there to help him because mom dosen't feel well and ends up going to bed.
When the work was almost done,he tried to grab me again,but this time he didn't sucedded.
I told him i don't like jokes like this,and he made fun of what happened.He asked me if i was going to complain to my mom,and i said i would complain yes,but to the police,and he didn't believe my words.
So when he left,i told everything to my mom,and went to a neighbor that is a police officer in my street and told him everything that happened.He couldn't believe i was talking about my neighbor of the 4th floor.He seems like the nicest person you can think of.
He told me what i suffered was an attempted of rape,which is a public crime,so i should make an official complain in the police,and also,i should send the police to his house to intimidate the man,hoping it will make him stop.
So last Friday,after 48 hours passed obligatory for reflection,i went to the police to make a complain,and sent the police to his home as well.
I was never this scared in my life,and the guy lives in my building!So i am sent to speak to the psychologist they have in the police,and what does he tells me? He tells me i can't show fear,(easy saying uh?),he tells me i should do my normal life,(yeah i mean,so easy for you to say so...),and worst of all,he tells me i should have sex as soon as possible so i don't start to hate it or fear it.(that is completly out of question.No way i will do it any time soon.I mean...how can he tell me this?its the last thing on my mind!).I can't sleep,i have nightmares when i do.I see the man touching me,and i run to the shower,because just remembering his hands on me,makes me feel so dirty...
Because i feel terrified to leave the house alone,the police gave me some hair spray so i can defend myself,and also an emergency number i can dial even with my phone blocked.They also told me to warn all the neighbors in the building(i did and all of them were schoked),and to speak out all i am feeling and thinking because it will help me feeling better.
Also my family doctor said she will find a support group,or someone specialized,to help me,but in the mean time,she gave me something that was supposed to make me feel calm and help me sleeping,but so far,i feel nothing.(Lexotan 2.5 and Triticum,0.5).
I have shared this with very few people that have been nothing but amazing,but i feel i should speak up,because this nightmare terrifies me so much,that i need all the help i can have,and you are my mj familly,and there's noone i trust more,than my MJ Familly,whom i love dearly.
Only problem is,if i should be feeling any better now that i spoke,than something is very wrong with me,as i feel exactly the same way i was feeling before sharing this.

Some aditional info:

This man,my neighbor,is married,has 5 kids and 2 grandaughters,is old enough to be my father,seems like the nicest and more inoncent person in the world.

The only reason why this man went on sunday and monday to my home,was because i hoped he understood that he would never have a chance with me,and also because i didn't say to my mom what had happened on saturday,because i really thought i had solved the problem,so there was no need to say anything and make her feel as she has been feeling since she knows...guilty for not beeing next to me and leaving me alone with man.

My mom dosen't knows all that happened with me.I fear if she knew it all,it could cause her some heart attack,or make her brain aneurysm brust,and die.

My father and my brothers,also have no idea this happened,as they would literaly kill the man the next minute,and ruin their lives.
My father is a 70 year old man with heart problems,Something like this could cause serious troubles and i don't want that.

Thank you all so much for taking the time reading.
God Bless you.Love you all.
 
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