It's so f****g wrong.
There is so much he wanted to do, such a shame.Again, this is kind of the closing of another chapter.
Usually when someone passes, people always think "We'll never know what might have been", but for us - we've had to live the last 8+ months with everything that we thought was etched in stone passing us by, it's just been dates, dates, dates...July 3rd - London, July 13th - Opening, July 16 - 2nd show, July 18 - 3rd show,....August 29th - 51st birthday, Sept 3 - Should have been his 20th show...not the day he was buried, Oct. 31 - 3D Thriller Halloween Special on CBS,...Jan. 31st - Grammy Performance,...etc, etc...
But now, we've really come to the end of this part of the journey. Full circle too. And from now on, forever, we'll just be left wondering "What would he be doing now? What would things be like?"
I don't know which is harder - Knowing what was supposed to happen and watching it not happen and pass you by or never knowing and having to imagine and guess what would have been.
im gonna crap my pants im nevrous ahopaFHWQUIOFHWU
Im freaking out,
WTF, they're offering me ticket a l4 ticket for 75 pounds...
should i buy it or not ?
It really hurts.. Still! :'(
11th AUG was my date..
MJ
I had tickets for both the first and the last show. I had initially purchased tickets for July 14th which was moved to March 6th and then I bought the one for the first show, i did that about one week before June 25th. I was gonna buy another three tickets in between those two dates.
A few weeks ago when i bought some other plane tickets from the same company i saw on my online account for the trip planned for July the observation that the trip had taken place. I thought that was so very ironic.
I had actually forgotten about this yesterday and I usually have quite the elephant memory when it comes to dates and things i really care about, but now that i think of it i'm actually glad i didn't remember it.
It's awful tough for all of us, but i can only imagine what Michael's family, especially his kids, have gone through. WE GOTTA BE STRONG, there isn't really any other option.
My case is like yours. I purchased tickets for July 14 and then it was moved to March 6 so I purchased tickets for the first show too. At first I was upset that I went to all that trouble to get a ticket for one of the first shows just to have it pushed back to be the last. But then I was really happy that I would get to see the final show and the first one.
I can't believe that all of this is happening :no: