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Chanya

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Local newspapers write about him, local stores play his music, friends and family talk about him... Has anyone else gotten the feeling of being overwhelmed, that it's too real? I love the fact that the world is mourning him, but it's too close, too real, too much... :( For years I've been used to following Michael from a distance. Now that he is gone he is on everyone's lips around me. It just overwhelms me :(
 
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Local newspapers write about him, local stores play his music, friends and family talk about him... Has anyone else gotten the feeling of being overwhelmed, that it's too real? I love the fact that the world is mourning him, but it's too close, too real, too much... :( For years I've been used to following Michael from a distance. Now that he is gone he is on everyone's lips around me. It just overwhelms me :(
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Yes. I thought I was doing so well with 2 whole days of no tears. It was my friends birthday so I went out tonight for the 1st time since the heartbreaking news. I had a great night as it turned out the DJ was an MJ fan and played lots of his songs. I danced my arse off! And I was so happy about feeling happy again... Now I'm home and balling my eyes out :( and I feel like I'm back to square one. Will the pain ever stop?
 
I can relate except that nobody is doing it but me. I think about him all the time....Still can't believe he's gone.

I feel my throat getting tight all the time like I'm gonna cry. The world just seems much emptier without him. Can't imagine what his family and close friends are going through....

God bless Kathrine, Prince, Paris, Blanket, the rest of his family, Elizabeth, Mac and all his other dear friends.
 
yea~~it's also so hard to me.
i will cry when i think about him, he's so not fair~~
 
I really can't bare to watch the news or read magazines or even read internet articles. I don't want to know about anything else concerning Michael unless it is really important to know. It's just that he's gone now and he's never coming back. And I still haven't come to terms with it whatsoever. All I can do is think about him, 24/7, trying to make sense out of it all.
 
I'm trying not to watch too much news because I find myself hurting everytime some 'journalist' comes out with a new theory of why Michael died. I really wish the media would exercise more compassion and decency instead of acting like the gutterrats they have become. Its truly appalling and sickening to see some of the stuff 'journalists' are reporting and saying.
 
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