MyLoveMJ
Proud Member
I just wanted to post a message to introduce myself, I'm new here but not new to Michael Jackson, followed his music for years. I've been a fan since I was born in 1987. I grew up with his music. he's taught me so much about life and Michael inspired me to Sing and Dance. Sadly I have always wanted to go to one of his tours, but I was too young to go. I remember asking my mother if I could go to the HIStory tour, but she said I was too young.
I have had similar problems as Michael suffered growing up, it's difficult and tough if it wasn't for Michael I wouldn't be here today.
With the news of his This Is it tour, I was trying so hard to get tickets for one of his tour dates in the o2 on the 21st September thats my Birthday it would have been a such a special day. I am still so shocked and so deeply saddened by the news still. I can't stop crying, I've been listerning to his music non-stop since last Thursday.
I want to see Neverland, to pay my condolences but I also have a wedding coming up next week here in the UK I am seriously torn I don't know what to do. I just want to be somewhere else closer to Michael.
I have no choice I have been told I must go to my Uncles Wedding, he's unwell at the moment. I feel so conflicted, I'm not in the mood to celebrate a Wedding. 
What makes me sad the most is, I have never met Michael everytime he's been to London I always missed seeing him. All I ever wanted is to give Michael a hug and tell him I am here for him and I understand what's he's going through I've been through the same with my childhood and his music helped me get through it all, and to tell him I love him forever. Now I can't tell him that, I'm so upset. :'(
I want to go to Neverland but that won't happen for at least 3 months because I have to save up, I'm a student so money is hard to earn at the moment.
I felt here on this forum was the best place to talk about Michael everyone here appreciates what he gave the world, my family don't understand me they tell me to get over it, it's really harsh.
I have had similar problems as Michael suffered growing up, it's difficult and tough if it wasn't for Michael I wouldn't be here today.
With the news of his This Is it tour, I was trying so hard to get tickets for one of his tour dates in the o2 on the 21st September thats my Birthday it would have been a such a special day. I am still so shocked and so deeply saddened by the news still. I can't stop crying, I've been listerning to his music non-stop since last Thursday.
I want to see Neverland, to pay my condolences but I also have a wedding coming up next week here in the UK I am seriously torn I don't know what to do. I just want to be somewhere else closer to Michael.
What makes me sad the most is, I have never met Michael everytime he's been to London I always missed seeing him. All I ever wanted is to give Michael a hug and tell him I am here for him and I understand what's he's going through I've been through the same with my childhood and his music helped me get through it all, and to tell him I love him forever. Now I can't tell him that, I'm so upset. :'(
I want to go to Neverland but that won't happen for at least 3 months because I have to save up, I'm a student so money is hard to earn at the moment.
I felt here on this forum was the best place to talk about Michael everyone here appreciates what he gave the world, my family don't understand me they tell me to get over it, it's really harsh.