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Hi, im sorry, but i miss him desperately

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Im sorry, i dont know what is happening to me, but im crying, all of the sudden i misss Michael like never, i want him BACK, in the flesh, i want him sing, dance, compose, talk, walk, see him on a new project, interacting with the fans, but he's gone, WHY so SOON???? why this soon??? , i just feel its not fair, never ever thought he will be gone soo soon, never! these days i just cant come here, im too sad, i cry, i hope this will pass away, i need him desperately, and i can't have him back.
 
Aww, I know how you feel... :group: :heart:
I'm struggling too to be honest... Last Wednesday was really really bad... And I finally managed to bring up the courage to call my doctor. But oh how typical, the man is on holiday. :smilerolleyes: I hope I will have the courage to call him again next week when he gets back from his holiday... I hope he can help me, I'm so damn tired every day. I'm so fed up with feeling this sadness and pain. :no:

We have to get through this together! That's what Michael would want us to do! :heart:
Sending over lots of love and strengh to you! :huggy: :heart:

Diana xx
 
Honey, I know how you feel. I really do. Cause I feel the same. I can't write you any wise advise, because I don't know how to cope with this pain and I also can't stop my tears pouring down. I will just say, you're not alone. We're going through this together. For me, I don't know where this path of grief leads...
:hug: :kiss: :hug:
 
i'd want him back just to know he's here while he's relaxing with his kids. i know how great this grief is. it is overwhelming.
 
hugs to you.same here its so hard. im suffering from depression big time and am so upset. its a year but im feel no different to what i did this time last year. the pain is over whelming and the injustice crucifies me. i find it hard to live in a world like this.
 
Don't apologise. It doesn't matter that a year has passed. We're going to miss him everyday for the rest of our lives. What's a year in the scheme of things?

Just try to remember all the good things he did, the way he made you feel, the way he inspired you.

If we can learn anything from this God-awful tragedy it should be to live by Michael's example. Be generous and humble and caring the way he was.
 
we all know how you feel. we're all struggling like crazy over loosing Michael. it doesnt help that Sep. 13th is a month away (the day of his funeral) eather. I've been doing pretty good lately which im glad that iam but i still have my moments where i cry my eyes out. like just last weekend I saw the Wiz was on tv and the moment i saw Michael as the scarcrow i just started crying my eyes out. i couldnt watch it anymore after that. my pain just doesnt seem like its goint to ever go away. he ment way to much to me for me to just move on like he never mattered. I wish like crazy we could bring him back and prevent that horrible june 25th day from ever happening but whats done is done. now we must focus on getting Michael and his family espeacialy his children the justice they deserve.
 
I know exactly how you fans feel. My depression is still just as bad as it was last year. I am still crying at least a few or more times a day mostly every single day ever since it first happen. Some days are more worst than others. And on those days I am crying over Michael so badly that I just tend to throw up then I just feel really sick after wards. I still haven't had one good night's of sleep since before it happen. I am still haunted sometimes by those horrific chronic nightmares I had of Michael all of last summer and in to the Fall. Lot of those nightmares I still very much remember. Mainly the 2 that cause me to wake up crying and shaking uncontrollably. And I still have trouble listening and watching him. I just want to get over my depression so badly. But knowing that Michael's killer is still not behind bars yet. Just tends to make me feel all of the more worst. Especially knowing that Dr. Death was at Miami Beach yesterday with his son and his son's mother. When it should have been Michael and his children on that Miami Beach. Dr. Death should be rotting the rest of his pathetic life away prison now. I am just so very sick and tired of always feeling the way I do. And it is all because of what that monster did.
 
:( It's hard. :hug:
I went into "Michael Mode" today and I've basically been watching videos and performances of his on youtube all day. I got really emotional and there were some tears. But you just have to be grateful that we ever had him to begin with and be happy with what we have left of him. He left so much for the fans and future generations to come. Remember all the good that he did and how many people he's still inspiring today.
 
You are definately not alone I am feeling the same way..I have missed him so much lately and today I couldn't stop crying!!

((( Hugs ))) to you!!
 
Thank you all, hugs to you ALL :better:

i just wish i could come back to that day 25 june, and be with him, really take care of him, and he will be alive, i still feel, he was feeling lonely those days, even though he had the kids, something was wrong in him... where were his real friends????

I know i will be better, but i will always ask, where were his real friends those days, that day.
 
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