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UG187

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now after 2 weeks...:((

i still can't believe he is gone :(...what are we gonna do???

today is the first day that the concerts would start!

it's so sad because the last real album (as far as promotion) with videos was in 1995...the last tour was in 1997....

so much more beautiful things mike wanted to give us...and now we will never see them....:(((((((


i have a feeling he is alive...u know..he can't be dead....shit :(


how can we live in a world without MJ ??
 
Im lonely and very sad, depressed...
I cant imagine a world without Michael, I just cant :(
 
i've to admit it's getting better getting better all the time.
 
It makes me mad. He has offered so much to the world and still had so much more to offer and show us. I got so sad reading the details of how he would open the show of his tour with an updated Thriller. With 3-D movies and live animals. He always brought something different and on another level. I will miss him.
 
Its been getting better for me. But I am looking at the time on my laptop and I realize that in less than 16 hours from now is when I had heard the horrible news. I just can't believe it has been almost 3 weeks now.
 
well yesterday I had a bad day... but thanks to some wonderful friends... for example yesterday I was with my most wonderful closest friend from the US on msn... and gosh I was in pain... all the time crying... all the time incredible sad... didn't see any sense anymore... well didn't see really anything anymore....... sheeeesh that went on for a really long time like the whole evening and he was just there. He of cuz couldn't say really much what could make me feel better but nevertheless he was all this time with me and did let me share my pain and dispair... till I got just too tired and exhausted to go on and really fell asleep almost still on the computer. It's good if you have such friends so loving and understanding. And maybe it's cuz of him being all the time there for me whenever I should feel the slightest need... maybe that's why I do feel better today?!
I don't know... it's just good you have someone like that around, it's the best to know someone like that during these times.
 
I'm dealing with it, is all I can say. I mean, I have been doing a lot better since the memorial. It really helped. And reading the boards here and at Macimum Jackson helps (although I haven't posted much here at all, but I'll try to post here more often as well :)). I think it helps to talk about your feelings, and remember the good things about Michael.

I do admit I get times where I just get really really bummed and depressed, even still cry sometimes. I still can only listen to Michael's music in small doses or else it becomes simply too much.

I don't think I've yet fully accepted he's gone. I just feel so numb sometimes. Sometimes it's just easier to pretend he's still here and is just keeping a low profile. I don't think I really feel angry over his death. I just wishthings would have happened differently. I may get angry depending on what the autopsy results show, though.
 
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