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I can't hold it in any longer!!!!!

thrillerchild

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I'v tried beng strong! God knows I ****** tried but I juts can't do this an longer!! Why did you have to go Michael! Why oh ****** why?!! :cry: I've not cried since teh meomrial service. Been readig posts on this board for best part of the whole evening and have been getting worseand worse and now I can hardly evn type propoperly..I'm gona have to go for while i'm sp sorrt! :cry:
 
Ohhh..I am so sorry you feel so terrible. I must say you have come to the right forum. I think we are all feeling very sad, some more than others. It is ok to cry. It helps with the grieving process. Also anger. I know ti doesnt seem like it right now but it will get easier. Each person is different as to how long it takes. just stay on the forum when you need to talk and we are hear to listen.
 
:hugs: it really hits in random spurts, doesn't it? i've so saturated myself with his music lately that I don't even think about it.....then I'll see something that says RIP Michael and it hits again and the tears well up. I just wish that the last 15 years of his life had been all different, honestly. things should have been better for a legend such as he. I think that's what makes me so sad, that his legacy isn't going the way I want because of the vultures who preyed on him and his image in later times. I just want to make it RIGHT so that the music and dance and humanitarian works are the legacy...I just need a time machine for him :(
 
thrillerchild,

The feeling is the same here brother. It is getting harder for me too, almost a month and this affected my entire family it is like someone dies everyday and I cannot sleep thinking of him every night, what could have be done to avoid this, etc… Those thoughts are keeping on eating me alive, my only salvation is this forum and let us join hands together to stay strong we are here for each other.
 
Well we fans are like one huge family !!!! my hugs to you bro ! keep the faith as Michael would always say. The only way to keep Michael alive is by promoting his musical legacy to future generations. I am fortunate to have been born in the same year Thriller was released and fortunate to have loved and known Michael as an artist, human being etc.
 
*walks back onto the forum looking sheepish*

Thanks everyone :( Sorry about that guys. That was a bit of a big mood swing :( I just can't get my head around how reading words on screen triggered it off. I've managed to listen to his music again without crying every few songs but some of the more powerful ballads came on and combined with the whole day I guess I just couldn't take it anymore.

I'm so glad I've got this place for support :) *hugs all round*
 
The best thing you can do with raw emotion is let it out when it wants to come out. Bottlling it only delays the inevitable and it will build and build until it erupts like some volcano. Everyone is going through a hard time at the moment, which is natural. Many of us are still grieving and or in shock. Its natural not to cope sometimes. And its also okay to ask for help too. *Hugs*
 
(((Thrillerchild)))
I do understand. I am just about coping, then something will happen and I feel overwhelmed again. I had my i pod on shuffle in the car and Stranger in Moscow came on. I had to pull over as I was crying so hard.
We will all get through this, just like Michael would want us to.
Sending everyone a big hug. xxx
 
Whatever you guys do, never hold it in - especially not for someone else's sake.
Pain is just as natural as laughter.

And thrillerchild, glad to have you here! - Absolutely fantastic place for fans like us :)
 
Hope you're holding on in there Thrillerchild. Sending you a hug. xx
 
thrillerchild said:
*walks back onto the forum looking sheepish*

Thanks everyone :( Sorry about that guys. That was a bit of a big mood swing :( I just can't get my head around how reading words on screen triggered it off. I've managed to listen to his music again without crying every few songs but some of the more powerful ballads came on and combined with the whole day I guess I just couldn't take it anymore.

I'm so glad I've got this place for support :) *hugs all round*
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Hugs to you thrillerchild. No need to feel sheepish, many are going through the exact same thing you're going through right now. If anything, it's good to let it all out and share your emotions with us! We understand your pain and we are here to pull you through. You hang in there ok :better:

krism said:
The best thing you can do with raw emotion is let it out when it wants to come out. Bottlling it only delays the inevitable and it will build and build until it erupts like some volcano. Everyone is going through a hard time at the moment, which is natural. Many of us are still grieving and or in shock. Its natural not to cope sometimes. And its also okay to ask for help too. *Hugs*
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Words of wisdom, cheers!
 
Don't be like that Thrillerchild. I understand it is a tough moment for you, and for all of us, but I know that Michael is in a better place now and that's what make me happy =) Beside, he would like you to be happy too and not to cry for him, because being happy doesn't mean forget about him. I still cry about Michael, but it was more usual a month ago.

Keep the faith, because it's just a matter of time.
 
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