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This has all been to much for me.

Michael has been a part of my life for 24 years and I miss him so much.

I wake up thinking about him and I go to sleep thinking about him. Many nights I fall asleep with his voice in my ear. He is my lullaby.

I wasn't a follower. My life did not allow for this, but I always loved him. I prayed for him during the trail. I knew Michael was innocent and God prevailed like always.

I just can not believe all the horrible people that surrounded him. I miss him immensely but what I have learned about the wicked people that were in his life, ohhhhh my hearts aches.

Why are people so evil?

What did Michael ever do to these people?

I see him through and through. His soul is so pure. His heart is larger than life. He loved endlessly.

Why did this people treat him like he was not human? When he is the most humane person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

He was ripped from us? God, I am so angry. How could these people do this to him?

I can't take this no more. It is to much to bare. Please God give me strength to go one with the mission you have set forth for me.

There has to be a divine reason for all these.

I will keep going and pursue the truth, but I need your strength God.
 
meena76_4MJJ_4Ever said:
I wake up thinking about him and I go to sleep thinking about him. Many nights I fall asleep with his voice in my ear. He is my lullaby.

Why are people so evil?
What did Michael ever do to these people?[/IQUOTE]


Ever since he's gone I've fallen aseep listening to him. I just can't bear to be away from his music at all. I'm praying for you, 24 years is a long time to love someone. I hope that you feel better soon, though its easier said that done. To me is seems like I'll never be happy or cheerful ever again. We're all here for you at the forum, we'll support each other.

You don't need to do or say anything to people for them to hate you. Some people pick at you simply because that's the sort of person they are. They don't care about truth or feelings, all they care about is causing harm and they will stop at nothing. They get they're pleasure from other peoples pain. They picked on Michael because they knew that he was the most famous person on this earth and a genius, so he would fall harder. They knew that Michael was a kind hearted sensitive soul and they took advantage of that. They knew exactly how to break him :(
But us the fans, our love for him restored his faith in the human race. We we're his strength and he was ours, I truly believe that.
Any time you wanna talk I'm here , You'll find me dotted around here in the forum.
I'm praying for you xxx
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meena76_4MJJ_4Ever said:
This has all been to much for me.

Michael has been a part of my life for 24 years and I miss him so much.

I wake up thinking about him and I go to sleep thinking about him. Many nights I fall asleep with his voice in my ear. He is my lullaby.

Why are people so evil?

What did Michael ever do to these people?
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Ever since he's gone I've fallen aseep listening to him. I just can't bear to be away from his music at all. I'm praying for you, 24 years is a long time to love someone. I hope that you feel better soon, though its easier said than done. To me is seems like I'll never be happy or cheerful ever again. We're all here for you at the forum, we'll support each other.

You don't need to do or say anything to people for them to hate you. Some people pick n you simply because that's the sort of person they are. They don't care about truth or feelings, all they care about is causing harm and they will stop at nothing. They get they're pleasure from other peoples pain. They picked on Michael because they knew that he was the most famous person on this earth and a genius, so he would fall harder. They knew that Michael was a kind hearted sensitive soul and they took advantage of that. They knew exactly how to break him :(
But us the fans, our love for him restored his faith in the human race. We we're his strength and he was ours, I truly believe that.
Any time you wanna talk I'm here , You'll find me dotted around here in the forum.
I'm praying for you xxx

P.S Apologies for the first post, I quoted the post wrong and I'm not sure how you delete it.
 
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meena76_4MJJ_4Ever said:
I wake up thinking about him and I go to sleep thinking about him. Many nights I fall asleep with his voice in my ear. He is my lullaby.

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me too. Im so glad other people are feeling this way too because I thought I was going crazy...
 
firebolt0 said:
me too. Im so glad other people are feeling this way too because I thought I was going crazy...
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No your not, I thought so at first too but there's a lot of us who feel the same and do the same.

I just miss him so much. It's almost unbearable.
 
XxWelshFanxX said:
Ever since he's gone I've fallen aseep listening to him. I just can't bear to be away from his music at all. I'm praying for you, 24 years is a long time to love someone. I hope that you feel better soon, though its easier said than done. To me is seems like I'll never be happy or cheerful ever again. We're all here for you at the forum, we'll support each other.

You don't need to do or say anything to people for them to hate you. Some people pick n you simply because that's the sort of person they are. They don't care about truth or feelings, all they care about is causing harm and they will stop at nothing. They get they're pleasure from other peoples pain. They picked on Michael because they knew that he was the most famous person on this earth and a genius, so he would fall harder. They knew that Michael was a kind hearted sensitive soul and they took advantage of that. They knew exactly how to break him :(
But us the fans, our love for him restored his faith in the human race. We we're his strength and he was ours, I truly believe that.
Any time you wanna talk I'm here , You'll find me dotted around here in the forum.
I'm praying for you xxx

P.S Apologies for the first post, I quoted the post wrong and I'm not sure how you delete it.
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Yea, I know but it makes me sick how ugly this world can be. They way he was treated. But his in a much better place and I find peace in that.

Thank you for the kind words.
XOXO
 
This is all so heartbreaking. Yes, the world can be very ugly, but there is also a lot of kindness in it. I really have to commend you guys for the way you share and take care of one-another here in the Support Forum. Without this MJJC community, I'm not sure what any of us would do?

Just know that even though the world can be an ugly place, Michael knew his fans loved him. He KNEW.
 
Meena, I'm so sorry hun, i know what you are going through :hug:

Victoria83 said:
This is all so heartbreaking. Yes, the world can be very ugly, but there is also a lot of kindness in it. I really have to commend you guys for the way you share and take care of one-another here in the Support Forum. Without this MJJC community, I'm not sure what any of us would do?

Just know that even though the world can be an ugly place, Michael knew his fans loved him. He KNEW.
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yeah that's true :cry: I love him so much :cry: the support forum is fantastic...it's got me through/ and getting me through some very dark times
 
Firstly a big *HUG* to you all x

Victoria83 is right there is good out there too and I feel that our only answer now is to put more good back into the world as it needs it. What happened to Michael was wrong and doesn't make sense, as it happened to such a kind soul. If you are like me you've probably had things happen to family members and friends too which didn't make sense. Its hard to try and comprehend what the world is about when such things happen I know... but I refuse to turn bitter and not be a good person anymore, 2 wrongs don't make a right anyway.

I shared this thread with others a few weeks ago about a cloud I saw shaped like a heart just as the lyrics to 'Another Part of Me' was playing on my ipod and the lyrics 'we're sendin' out a major love' were on.... at that moment I was feeling despondent and looking to the sky thinking of Michael...http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=72646

I'm not feeling too inspirational about much as this happened to such a kind good soul like Michael, but I know deep down he wouldn't want us to be sad in our lives. I also just posted this thread about a Celine Dion song(I'm not a big fan its just a song that once touched and inspired me in the past) this is the thread as I wanted to share it with others as I know a lot of us are feeling the same:http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=74492

and this is the vid of the song on you tube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39ke5eTb7Dw
 
Michael is always continuesly on my mind anymore. I had just spent well over an hour or so crying over how much I still miss him. My pain is still as fresh as it was the day I had first heard. So it is never going to away for me. My heart will forever remain broken. For over 25 years now I have been a Michael Jackson fan. Which is one of the reasons of why it will never get any better for me. And another thing I have to spend at least several times a day listening to Michael now. It makes me feel better knowing I can still hear his voice. And I also feel better when I watch him. I thank god every single day that I have all sorts of audio and video related MJ stuff. That I had either taped, downloaded, bought, and record over the years. I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have them. Even though I have them I still tend to miss Michael so much. There are just no words in any language that can ever describe how much I still miss Michael. And how badly I want him back. It still just makes me so absolutely sick and angry when I think how Michael's death could have been prevented in the first place.
 
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