My Depression for almost 10 weeks

[Streetwalker13]

I'm still super derpessed about losing him and all. I go through cycles where I feel like he's still physically here then something hits me and I'll try so hardcore. I don't know who to talk to since I'm stretching my friends out and they seem to be moving on or don't want to hear me talk about it. It's like my heart just keeps hurting and there's something missing from me, it really hurts. I just need people to talk to. So if there's anyone out there, my e-mail is poisonangel252002@yahoo.com

 

[Angela_MJJ]

I know what you mean, I'm still in some kind of state of denial I just don't want to believe he's gone.
And when I see stuff about him being gone it hits me so hard.

 

[Streetwalker13]

That's how I am. Then when at work when it gets slow at night, my mind starts to think and then I almost break down in the middle of the floor, which customers would look at me funny.
Then I've got to write a French paragraph for class in which I'm using the MJ Gary Memorial which I'm stoked about but at the same time, it's going to be hard to get through

 

[vinniram]

je peux lire et écrire le francais... il me manque trop... je ne vivrai pas sans lui. comme victor hugo a écrit,

«je ne puis demeurer loin de toi plus longtemps».

je reviendrai a toi, Michael, un jour, plus tot - je peux me le sentir...

 

[Streetwalker13]

Thx for that
It made me sad but then again, today's just been a hard day on me