"My bright star"
June 25, 2009 was a day I feared so much but...
You always have to be carefull what you wish for hey...
I felt you were ill...
drained...
squeezed out like a lemon...
You screamed for my help through your own special way...
You only wanted to sleep hey...
So, I prayed to God that he would 'heal' you, Michael...
Keep you 'save' from harm...
I never asked God to 'snatch' you from this earth did I?
I feel so quilty still to this day...
Still have so many 'bleeping' questions...
WHY you had to suffer like that?
All you did was bring HAPPINESS to millions!
WHY did God think 'snatching' you away from us was the 'best' solution ?
WHY did no one 'save' you here and only thought of 'the money trail' ?
Then on May 19, I had a huge operation...
The time I spend with you still 'haunts' me...
Though its soothing to know you're 'save' and happy in a place without pain...
I'm sorry if I made you angry cause I wanted to stay with you...
Can you blame me for wanting to be save and free of pain?
On BAD days, I curse you that you 'kicked' me back...
WHY couldn't I stay with you?
On GOOD days, I thank you for that 'kick' in my back...
I still got a job to do here hey...
To make you proud...
To change the world...
To care for the people I love...
To make my own HIStory...
THANK YOU, Michael... You're my bright star too... I promise to make you proud...
Written, June 25 2010
:angel: Whenever I'm sad and I wanna be with Michael :wub: I just have to think of this day and then I know I still have to make Michael PROUD here :angel: Thanks sweetie :tease:
June 25, 2009 was a day I feared so much but...
You always have to be carefull what you wish for hey...
I felt you were ill...
drained...
squeezed out like a lemon...
You screamed for my help through your own special way...
You only wanted to sleep hey...
So, I prayed to God that he would 'heal' you, Michael...
Keep you 'save' from harm...
I never asked God to 'snatch' you from this earth did I?
I feel so quilty still to this day...
Still have so many 'bleeping' questions...
WHY you had to suffer like that?
All you did was bring HAPPINESS to millions!
WHY did God think 'snatching' you away from us was the 'best' solution ?
WHY did no one 'save' you here and only thought of 'the money trail' ?
Then on May 19, I had a huge operation...
The time I spend with you still 'haunts' me...
Though its soothing to know you're 'save' and happy in a place without pain...
I'm sorry if I made you angry cause I wanted to stay with you...
Can you blame me for wanting to be save and free of pain?
On BAD days, I curse you that you 'kicked' me back...
WHY couldn't I stay with you?
On GOOD days, I thank you for that 'kick' in my back...
I still got a job to do here hey...
To make you proud...
To change the world...
To care for the people I love...
To make my own HIStory...
THANK YOU, Michael... You're my bright star too... I promise to make you proud...
Written, June 25 2010
:angel: Whenever I'm sad and I wanna be with Michael :wub: I just have to think of this day and then I know I still have to make Michael PROUD here :angel: Thanks sweetie :tease: