NYC_Chris
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I am so angry and sick today after hearing the news about that doctor...I guess on some unconscience level I had accepted Michaels death, I believed that maybe he was in so much pain that he needed those prescription drugs and that that is what had stopped his heart...and maybe he was at peace and it kind of made sense....but after reading todays news I am so frightened and sick and so damn angry!!!!!
I am sick to think Michael went to sleep believing he was being monitored through the night, that he was safe, that it was OK. I now see that he didn't use that drug because he was weak, or frail, or an addict or to get high, he did it IMO simply to get the best possible sleep so he could give the best performance of his life. To be able to work hard like a perfectionist during the day and make the best possible success of the show. He wasnt using that drug unmonitored. He took precaution, he tried to be as safe as possible.
I am so angry to think the greatest entertainer in the world was being monitored by some hack doctor...He was a nobody doctor, the best heart doctors in the world are from Boston or NY not Texas!!!...where did they find this idiot...he was supposed to be watching Michael..My God I am so sick and angry!
I realize all the facts are not in so I will give it a rest...but it is just so hard, like its happening all over again.
I am sick to think Michael went to sleep believing he was being monitored through the night, that he was safe, that it was OK. I now see that he didn't use that drug because he was weak, or frail, or an addict or to get high, he did it IMO simply to get the best possible sleep so he could give the best performance of his life. To be able to work hard like a perfectionist during the day and make the best possible success of the show. He wasnt using that drug unmonitored. He took precaution, he tried to be as safe as possible.
I am so angry to think the greatest entertainer in the world was being monitored by some hack doctor...He was a nobody doctor, the best heart doctors in the world are from Boston or NY not Texas!!!...where did they find this idiot...he was supposed to be watching Michael..My God I am so sick and angry!
I realize all the facts are not in so I will give it a rest...but it is just so hard, like its happening all over again.