What are you doing this very second?

Just gorging on some food. Which is meatloaf, chicken, red potatoes, mashed potatoes, peas, broccoli, and a slice of plain cheese pizza. With a thermos of ice tea. While being very miserable, sad, and depressed that I no longer have Michael in my life.
 
Having creative overload in my brain, and waiting on this long weekend to start, can't wait to go away. :)
 
Just listening to Michael and missing him terribly. And thinking that the Opening Ceromonies of the Winter Olympics are just starting. And I am not even happy or excited to see it. Like I was in the past. Because being happy and excited are just 2 of the feelings I can no longer feel anymore. Those kind of feelings just forever die with Michael on that really horrible day.
 
Listening to Michael, and wondering if I should get some sleep or waste some more time online first
 
Same her Billie Jean. Plus I am in such deep sad thought over him. I sure can't wait to go bed tonight. Because sleep really does help take my mind off of him for a little while.
Me too. Sleep really is the only time where I am not thinking about Michael. Unless I end up dreaming about him. :depressed:
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Just sitting here sadly thinking and crying over Michael.
 
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