What are you doing this very second?

Just eating my usual breakfast now which is an yellow apple and a bowl of cereal. While feeling kind of angry and disgusted at myself. Only because I went a little over board on the Chinese food last night. And I just got on the scale and I had gain a few pounds. That is it I am going back on my diet starting today. Maybe I should go on a severe crash diet like I did last Summer.
 
being lazy, got out of work at 6 after my 7th shift in a row zzzzz I have tomorrow off thank god
 
Just thinking that it is 3:50 am and I am still up just really crying and thinking about my Michael. And still just very badly wishing that I was with him now. I can't believe it's been almost an year now and I am still spending most of my days still crying over him.
 
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