Just relaxing here on the sofa. Drinking a cup of hot Jasmine green tea with honey. While watching one of my Universe dvds and playing my Sims 1 game. I have been wanting to go back to that game.
Just eating my usual breakfast now which is an yellow apple and a bowl of cereal. While feeling kind of angry and disgusted at myself. Only because I went a little over board on the Chinese food last night. And I just got on the scale and I had gain a few pounds. That is it I am going back on my diet starting today. Maybe I should go on a severe crash diet like I did last Summer.
Just getting ready to go out for the day. I finally got myself out of always wearing a black Michael Jackson t-shirt. And I am wearing my lite blue MJ t-shirt today.
Just thinking that it is 3:50 am and I am still up just really crying and thinking about my Michael. And still just very badly wishing that I was with him now. I can't believe it's been almost an year now and I am still spending most of my days still crying over him.
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