Whats It Like ?.....

[raz2911]

I was going to see Michael for the first time in september and I was really looking forward to see him for the first time. Now that chance has been taken away from me I want to know what its like When MJ takes the stage,What its like trying to catch the hat in Billie Jean, What its like watching MJ dangle above you in the craine in Earth song, What its like when the crowd lights up the stadium with lighters, because I will never know

 

[lovelymj]

Yea, I wanted to see too, life can be so unfair!!!!

 

[raz2911]

Yea, I wanted to see too, life can be so unfair!!!!

Yeah,my lifes been very unfair lately

 

[MJ:rocksmyworld]

I would have done anything to experience that and i would have done today. Today i would have seen him, the 17th August, what would have been one of the best days of my life, now no more. This sucks. Im so upset, im gutted i never got the chance to see him live.

 

[ameliajayne]

really feel for you cos i have seen him .........i am forever blessed and grateful that i did. trust me it doesn't make his death easier to accept

 

[Kane]

I feel re

 

[Julia]

I would have loved to have seen Michael live he would have been amazing. I remember when Michael toured here in Australia years ago I missed out on getting tickets. This is an experience I will sadly never have.

 

[FunkeyJay]

I know how you feel. It hurts me so bad to know that I will never have the chance to see Michael and I had so many in my past. But my self esteem was low, I never expierenced how it is to travel alone and all fans I knew to certain times weren't from germany or ... well, they didn't help me to be brave to finally travel...the last 2 years I have learned a lot and when I heard that Michael is in London (press conference) I had money, I could have flown to London BUT I told myself, he is going to tell us about the concerts I better save my money and visit as many concerts as possible. I was so lucky in the pre-sale and had 3 tickets with amazing seats (I was lucky to buy tickets 15 minutes before the presale was officially open, thanks to my curiousity ). I was so damn happy to that time and I imagained almost every day how it would be to see Mike, how I would spend my days on the off-days, meetings with fans, trying to meet Michael.. It should have been the best time in my life
Lately I try to not think about it and distract myself with happy things... and totally pretend that Mike is still here... I don't care if people say that I'm in denial, I can better live with this thought... I think I need so much time to understand what happened.

 

[raz2911]

Lately I try to not think about it and distract myself with happy things...

I tend to do this, I was going to see him in september 21 which is also my mums birthday, so Im affraid I'll always remember the day I was ment to see him for the first time, my mother was lucky enough to have seen him in shefield in 1997 as part of the HIStory Tour I was only 3 when she went I wish I could have gone . I also overheard my mum calling Ticketmaster and she was talking about a comemorative ticket and asking why it wasn't here yet, so Im always gonna remember it, but it will not always be a bad memory, I think it will make me think of what could have been.