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Why did Michael have to die just before I got to experience the excitement of him performing in my era, experience the delirious happiness of getting to buy a new CD he's just released? Why did he have to die, about a month before my lifelong dream came true? I became a fan just after the trial, so I've been a fan for most of this "lull" period from 2005-2008. So why did he have to die now? WHY? I wanted to see him so bad. I loved him as a person. I wanted to experience him for many years to come, but so bad I wanted to see him life, buy his music, experience what it's like to be a fan in an era when he's releasing and touring. I wanted to experience his magic, but it's like I was a fan at the wrong time. I wish I was born earlier, a long time earlier, I feel so devastated and cheated and depressed I just want him back and I'm never going to be happy again. I just hope he's happy but WHY DID HE HAVE TO GO NOW OF ALL TIMES!?!?!?
 
I know how you feel :(
Though I became a fan earlier I never saw Michael live too :( I was raised differently, my parents, well actually my mum would never allow me to visit concerts in other places. 1997 was my chance but we didn't get tickets, we tried to call people in the newspaper selling tickets and stuff, but no chance. We drove around in the city to maybe see Michael, but we didn't find him. Later that night I was able to listen to the concert at home, I wanted to go there so bad but my mum didn't let me go alone there :( I had other chances but I had low self esteem because my parents didn't let me drive anywhere alone. This July I wanted to change everything :(
Don't feel sad... eventhough you became a fan "late" (as you say), you became a fan early enough to expierence stuff that all fans that become fans now or later can not expierence anymore.
 
I know what you mean im nearly 15 and I was going to see him for the first time in September and I have been a fan since birth really, and I was sooooo looking forward to see him.
My mum and Dad went to go and see him in '97 and I was only about 4 but I still remember crying my eyes out because I wanted to go with them sooo badly but they wouldnt let me go.
When he announced this is it as a singer and dancer I started putting dance routines together and visioning what I thought the show would be like, I thought the name said it all it was going to be his best and only now until a couple of weeks ago have I found the courage to dance and sing again. It just doesn't feel right singing & dancing to his songs knowing he's never gonna get his One More Chance to perform for his fans, I just want to feel the buzz I did before his passing counting the days till my dream comes true.
 
:( Millions of life long dreams have been destroyed. It is not fair on us. But I do hope Michael is now happy. However I am not.. :(
was counting down the days to 26th July since I got the tickets.
I feel sad that I will never experience his magic of performing.. new CD's etc.
I wish it was 1991 right now. :/
 
nothing gets rid of my pain and I hate ppl saying it gets better with time it doesn't. there's so many times I've gone to sleep and just hope I never wake up to this nightmare day in day out. the first few days after death, I kept thinking "it's all a dream!" but it wasn't... now I just wish I could wake up but I can't I am awake and it's so painful.
 
I know how you all feel, i was due to see him in July and I am so gutted that I never did, but at the same time it does make me feel better that I am not alone and there is MANY fans in the same position
 
I feel more sad that he didn't get to do the things he was most looking forward to doing. The concerts might've originally shocked him at having to do so many and realising he would have to work hard to be able to manage them, but then during the rehearsals he was apparently loving it and really excited about it despite the worries of whether he was healthy enough. After that he'd be able to relax a bit more into doing classical compositions and filming and maybe even retire from touring since he was hitting an age where touring and singing would've started to wear him out plus he had his children to look after. I also heard from a news recording posted on MJFC that he was going into fashion business too with t-shirts, jackets, gloves, socks, and umbrellas with his image and name. It's a real shame he didn't get to do this and enjoy the rest of his life a bit more quietly knowing that the world still loved him even after all those years of media slander and malicious accusations. It just doesn't feel right that he went like he did. It feels like he didn't get time to be just Michael Jackson without all the stress in having to perform to the world and being unable to walk around town without people suffocating him with cameras everywhere he went.
 
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thats one thing im sad about too. i think the tour would have been great despite the naysayers who said he would never have been able to pull it off. unfortunately its something we will always speculate about
 
I came downstairs the other morning and my little boy who is 7 was in floods of tears because he will never get to see Michael in real life as he calls it :cry:
It was Michaels Jackson day on Bliss and they played One More Chance and the song really got to him.
I still find it so hard to believe when I watching the HIStory dvd or another performance of Michaels that we will never get to see this incredible man do these amazing moves again :cry:
 
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