I pledge my life not to end my life. You only hurt those around you. Death is tragic in some cases (like Michael's) but suicide is just selfish. It does nothing but hurt those who love you and leave's them wondering what they did wrong. If you love any of your friends or any of your family, think about them before doing anything. Talk to SOMEONE, ANYONE. I promise you have support even if you don't think so. I can also tell you from personal experience, that even though death makes the heart break and pulls your stomach into knots, both seemingly endless, it does get better. It just does. Time heals all wounds would be stated "Time makes wounds easier to live with." None of us will ever forget Michael Jackson, or what he meant to us. He is looking down at you, he is next to you, he is inside of you. Why would you want to leave that? And, I don't know why, but if you play his music you will start dancing and the tears will lessen.
I have always tried to live my life by Mike's example. Just two days ago, I read an "article" that said 7 fans had committed suicide and burst into tears again. I've cried my eyes out. Then I found out it wasn't true. My therapist suggested avoiding any tabloid media and sticking with a source that is trustworthy, because the next few months, years, are going to be stressful, emotional, and upsetting to fans. I think it is of the utmost importance that the fans are included in any memorial service the Jackson family decides upon. And, personally, I love the idea of a worldwide celebration. Can you think of anything Michael would have loved more? I just wish he could see this now. My hate remains and has intensified because of the media -- the damage it did to Michael, the way he is suddenly referred to as "the King", when just a week ago, it was "the reclusive, former, self proclaimed King of Pop, W***o J***o, etc. I've seen only one article in the past few days referencing Michael as what I just noted. Thank GOD! Rest in peace Angel Michael.