I won't be surprise if it is shrinking. Thanks to my depression my MJ fandom is still almost non existence. About 99.5% of it is just forever gone from me. It's been almost 2 years since I last listen to him. And watching him is still impossible for me to do. Because thanks to my depression I still suffer from panic/anxiety attacks. If I so much to do anything MJ related. Which is why I try to stay away from this site. Most especially this section as much as possible. But I can't tell you just how very, very badly I miss listening and watching him. As well as looking at my bedroom walls and doors and miss having my beloved MJ posters up on them. Most especially my framed gorgeous TWYMMF silk poster. As well as my most cherish MJ poster Who Is It. Now all of those posters are now in the basement collecting dust. As well as the rest of my MJ collection. And I used to freak out if I so much as one little speck of dust on any of them. Now it really doesn't matter to me anymore. It is not like I am ever going to touch them again. And the same goes for the rest of my once beloved MJ collection. I don't know maybe one day I will go back to being the hardcore MJ fan that I once was. I mean some of that fandom does remain for me. When I am at home my black MJ t-shirts is all that I ever wear. And my MJ necklaces never leaves my neck. And my computer desktop picture is still the same Stranger In Moscow picture that I have always used for years. I have no intentions of ever changing it. I just love that picture way too much to want to change it.