absolutely. and it isn't religious fanaticism. It is just urgent. The world is far off track but can get back. I went off track, first it is innocent enough of a pull to get us off but where it leads is hell, just getting worse and worse and those who haven't seen that won't fully understand. It doesn't even have to be through sinning that we get there, just sometimes we think one way is the right way and it gets worse and worse till we see that, ok, this was wrong. You really do get a strong conviction in your heart when you end up going the right way. Someone once tried explaining it to me years and years ago. He said you follow your feeler. Sometimes you really do feel it. When you don't, and try to force it somewhere it isn't, it can be faked for a time I guess...but then it gets clearer.