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Just laying on the sofa not feeling very well. Because I have been so very depressed, sad, and miserable lately. Cause I just miss my Michael so damn bad. More than ever before. And I have a toothache right now. But the pain is no where near as bad as the constant horrible pain I have been in since that horrible June day. I am going back to my Sims 3 game for a little bit. Then I am going to try and get some sleep.
 
MJsBollywoodGirl7 said:
Just laying on the sofa not feeling very well. Because I have been so very depressed, sad, and miserable lately. Cause I just miss my Michael so damn bad. More than ever before. And I have a toothache right now. But the pain is no where near as bad as the constant horrible pain I have been in since that horrible June day. I am going back to my Sims 3 game for a little bit. Then I am going to try and get some sleep.
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get well soon hunni

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Brain freeze
 
MissyJackson said:
get well soon hunni
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Thank you Missy Jackson though I very much doubt it. There is only one thing on this entire planet that can make me feel better again. And that is for Michael to come back. But I can see that is never going to happen.

Smnth said:
Getting ready to watch Royal Bruneiconcert before going to sleep :D
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At least you can handle watching that. I just try watching my Helsinki HIStory Concert on my laptop. And I had to shut it off after a few minutes. Because I just started to really cry over him again. I just can't seem to handle watching Michael anymore. And I miss watching him so much.



Right now just going to go back to my Sims 1 game. Since I can't seem to sleep right now. Though I feel like having another piece of chocolate cake with cream cheese icing. But I am not going to since I already had 3 big pieces today.
 
MJsBollywoodGirl7 said:
Thank you Missy Jackson though I very much doubt it. There is only one thing on this entire planet that can make me feel better again. And that is for Michael to come back. But I can see that is never going to happen.
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hun i wish that too but i know deep down he wont be coming back imagine how peaceful he is no media just heaven with the children he'll be sat on a cloud with all the passed children caring for them hes happy wherever he is

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im feelin sick shouldnt be drinking :lmao:
but im out with a m8 lets have fun haha well im not out im at home chillin out
 
About to get ready for bed, didn't realise how late it was. :bugeyed
 
MissyJackson said:
hun i wish that too but i know deep down he wont be coming back imagine how peaceful he is no media just heaven with the children he'll be sat on a cloud with all the passed children caring for them hes happy wherever he is
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I know but every single time I think about that I just end up crying over him again. And I really do wish I could be happy for him that he is at peace. But being happy is something I can no longer process. Or any other happy type feelings. The last time I was happy was on June 25th before I had heard the worst news ever about Michael. My happiness just forever died with Michael.



Right now I am listening to Blackmore's Night as I go and say my goodnight message to Michael. And then I am going to go back to my Sims 1 game.
 
MJsBollywoodGirl7 said:
Thank you Missy Jackson though I very much doubt it. There is only one thing on this entire planet that can make me feel better again. And that is for Michael to come back. But I can see that is never going to happen.



At least you can handle watching that. I just try watching my Helsinki HIStory Concert on my laptop. And I had to shut it off after a few minutes. Because I just started to really cry over him again. I just can't seem to handle watching Michael anymore. And I miss watching him so much.



Right now just going to go back to my Sims 1 game. Since I can't seem to sleep right now. Though I feel like having another piece of chocolate cake with cream cheese icing. But I am not going to since I already had 3 big pieces today.
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Aww :better: I hope you can enjoy watching him again soon too, it will probably take some time but maybe after a whle you can enjoy wathing him again.

I'm getting ready to go now, still sick, but I have to go. Already looking forward to the evening, so I can lay down in my bed again.
 
Smnth said:
Aww :better: I hope you can enjoy watching him again soon too, it will probably take some time but maybe after a whle you can enjoy wathing him again.

I'm getting ready to go now, still sick, but I have to go. Already looking forward to the evening, so I can lay down in my bed again.
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Your right it will take some time again. It's been like 2 months since I really last watch something from Michael. And because of my depression over him had worsen. I can't handle watching him again. And I just miss watching him so much now.


Right now just going to go get some breakfast and some aspirin. For both my headache and my toothache. Then I am going back to my Sims 1 game.
 
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