Well, that's a relief. Ngl, I was majorly confused by your first comment. It just seemed so weird. I was also really upset by it. First and foremost, Michael was a human being. And that's far more important than him being an artist, imo. 2005 was such a terrible year for him, I don't know how anyone would even begin to recover from an experience like that.
But, fair enough, lack of sleep can send us all a bit mad. Any level of insomnia is no joke. I hope you're feeling a bit better now.
I personally think Michael was massively underrated in all areas - as a singer, songwriter, dancer etc. For all his success and critical acclaim I still think he's underrated in a way that just seems weird. It's frustrating. But I still think his personal safety, well-being and happiness overrides everything else.
Here endeth my sermon, lol. I really do hope you are feeling much better now.