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2009 should have been a good year...

Dudie

Dudie

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Ohh 2009 started so good. Me and my parents booked a trip to China. I heard that I will get a year contract at work after being worried i would lose it it for months. And on top of that just a week or 2 before i went to China Michael anounced his concerts in London. I was so happy because i had planned on going to London again for a few years but it never really happened somehow. And it was my dream to see Michael live again. It was the perfect combination! 2009 couldn't be better and i really needed it to be a good year after the so so years. And then all of sudden this year turned into a big nightmare with the sudden death of Michael.:( Everything feels so heavy. I can hardly smile, i'm close to crying many times and i feel so lonely.

What started so good has ended so bad and I dunno what to do right now.. I feel like staying in bed all day. Normally there was Michael to cheer me up but now he's gone. I do listen to his music and the Dangerous concert is on now but it doesn't really help in a way that i think he's still alive and can surprise us any time with a new concert again or something while that will never happen. But not listening to his music makes me feel bad aswell.

Some say i have to celebrate what he left us but i just can't right now. Sometimes i wish i could, that makes it a whole lot easier i geuss...

I don't even really know why i posted this up. I just had the feeling to write it down somewhere...
 
I can't watch or listen to anything that reminds me of him either I just can't do it because I want him back
 
i am watching the same concert, ned. 3...god it hurts..

i feel like crawling in a cave for the next years or so...
 
I know exactly how you're feeling. 2009 was supposed to be the best year. I went to concerts and saw Chris Brown and Beyonce, and the third person I was gonna see in concert was the biggest. My dreams we're coming true. I was going to London with my best friend, I got into the school I wanted even though I never though I would, I did all these great performances and passed the really tough singin test... I was gonna start a new, great school and we were moving and... yeah.

And like I said, my big dream was coming true. I was finally gonna see Michael. And now... I just don't know. It's all crushed. I can't enjoy anything. The best year turned out to be the worst. I'm all torn. Seriously, I think I'm gonna die. It just hurts to much.
I can't believe "2009" is right there with his name everywhere. 1958-2009. 2009 doesn't belong there. It can't. I'm hurting too much, this is crazy...
 
I'm feeling exactly the same... We all do I think :no:
And by the way you reminded me of Peru shamans predictions... They said Mike would be stronger in 2009 and this year will be successful for him... Unfortunetely.. it's quite to the contrary
 
^Michael is stronger cuz he is in Heaven.
And his new album(s) probably will beat his own record. So, it's a success, too.

looks like we're misunderstood shamans predictions :(
 
FUJON said:
^Michael is stronger cuz he is in Heaven.
And his new album(s) probably will beat his own record. So, it's a success, too.

looks like we're misunderstood shamans predictions :(
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Well, may be you're right :(
 
it was meant to be a good year.
The day i saw the concerts ad I was literally in tears of excitment and couldnt stop thinking about getting tickets
i'd stare into space thinking about them till my school teachers told me off :p

then on the 25th i had my prom, me and my friends were requesting thriller all night and we finally got it after billie jean (a bonus) then the news broke after which was ironic and devastating. i couldnt believe it, my night was ruined.

then tommorow is another day meant to be good for me as its my 16th birthday, but it will not be nice as Michaels memorial is tommorow and i know i will be in tears.

the only comfort i feel is knowing MJ is in a better place now and is finally being given what he deserves; peace.
 
2009 is the worst year ever. It destroyed the decade and the beginning of this century for me.
 
vstreet said:
2009 is the worst year ever. It destroyed the decade and the beginning of this century for me.
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It really really is, and I thought 2007 was bad :\

This is the worst year of my life.

Ive mentioned this on other threads. On the Chinese calendar. It says I was born in the year of the sheep (1991) and it says at the bottom. Beware of the ox. 2009 is the year of the OX. Its been utter crap so far.

The only high point has been the very start of the year which was great, and MJ announcing his shows :(

Bring on 2010! A new decade, a new start.
 
For the past two years, I always posted vid. or commented on things and at the end i'd say (2008 is lookin' great, and 2009 is lookin' Fine). that was all because of Michael. I was so excited after the Access Holywood interview, the WMA2006, and the concert announcement. It was supposed to be a great year. But I guess, God had other plans for Michael. more important than he had here. I dont really know what to feel right now. I'm just here, in the moment and cant think of whats gonna hapen next. I cant let it get to me but I know its gonna hit me wathcing the memoreial. Its gonna be a HUGE Reality check, i think, for me. We just have to believe that Michael is gonna be with us through all of this.


~RIP My Angel~

God Bless
 
I was also planning on buying a new camera for the concert so i could upload them onto Youtube for fans across the globe to watch who couldn't make the concert dates.

R.I.P Michael. I'm so glad he's having a great send off. That's all that matters now. His kids are being so strong, god bless. x
 
i cry internally all the time through the day and at night i cry aloud.Nothing will be same without MJ, I have lost everything meaningful in my life.
I promise to expire in the same year as Michael 2009.
Thats my final wish.
Im so depressed everyday.
Please wake me up
 
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