I’ve started suffering from depression late February-early March, my mom started suffering from shingles and when I tried to call her over phone, my dad just takes over the call and every time my dad answers, I started getting all emotional and when I heard my mom’s voice on the phone, that’s what I needed, until the next Friday, my depression came back, but the anger and stress crashed down on me, Boston Bruins GM Don Sweeney did a very unforgivable action that forced me to quit the NHL and the Bruins forever, he traded captain Brad Marchand away to f

king Florida Panthers, because of that started becoming in emotional wreck. My mom was hospitalized shortly after, I was forced to go to my family’s, to help my dad watch the house and the dog Daisy, while he watches my mom most of the when she’s hospitalized and he had to miss work days. Every time my dad said things got worse, he worsens my depression, he even noticed and he had the gull saying I needed a doctor and I was like “I don’t need a fricking doctor! I need my mom!” like what does think I am? Possibly suicidal? Unlikely. I was in a depressive state, but that doesn’t mean taking path to suicide. Then my dad said we’re going to visit my mom, then my dad and brother left me with for an errand run. I was crying because all I wanted was to see my mom and that’s what I needed and my depression…just washed away.
Currently my mom’s shingles were already gone, but she also had cancer, she recently got her 2nd chemo treatment and she’s still kicking’ in her early 70’s.