michaelforever3
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well, how do you feel?
I am always feeling sad, tired, angry, and depress now. I am always crying over Michael at least a few to several times a day. I can't believe how much the pain still hurts me. My heart has been completely shattered in to millions of tiny little pieces. So my broken heart is never going to heal. Not when I miss Michael so much. I never even met Michael. But he has been a part of my life for over 25 years now and I am 29 now. Will be 30 in less than 5 months. I also can't laugh and smile like I used to. And if do it just drowns the pain that I am always in now. And then when I think about some of the MJ dreams I seem to keep on having it makes it worst for me. So I am never going to get over this any time soon.
I feel angry a lot of the time now since Michael has passed. I find myself getting irritated over little things and than bursting into tears. People look at me strange but I can't help it. This is how I have felt since we lost Michael. I hope things will get better soon but right now it hurts so much.