How Are You Feeling Today?

Excellent, because the weekend and a short workday ahead for the first time in a long time 🥳 except this morning I woke up and noticed that a blood vessel in one eye had broken and it looks... well if you know Gaga's mv Disease..you'll get a pretty good idea lol. I don't like this cold weather anymore.
 
Just came back from the cutie crazy pony - wasn't planned to go there today, but great decision. The saying that you always get the horse you need, seems to be true...he really helps me to evolve.
Love reading this. Animals are such a great source of natural joy.

Excellent, because the weekend and a short workday ahead for the first time in a long time 🥳 except this morning I woke up and noticed that a blood vessel in one eye had broken and it looks... well if you know Gaga's mv Disease..you'll get a pretty good idea lol. I don't like this cold weather anymore.
Sorry to read this - I love that video but that sounds nasty!

Hope everyone is doing well going into the weekend.
 
Excellent, because the weekend and a short workday ahead for the first time in a long time 🥳 except this morning I woke up and noticed that a blood vessel in one eye had broken and it looks... well if you know Gaga's mv Disease..you'll get a pretty good idea lol. I don't like this cold weather anymore.
Giiiirl, enjoy your weekend, do some meditation, your body screams for it 🥲🫶
 
My God, my workplace is so annoying...had to film something for a customer right now and they wanted like 90% more than what I was told beforehand by my colleagues. Then you have to stand there and smile and be like "of course, no problem!" 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 while I am hungry AF I AM ON A DIET FFS and of course they want the video asap NOOO PROBLEM!!!!! 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 ...ok, breathe...
 
Sad and nauseous and all the tireds. I can’t tell if I’m freezing cold or burning up rn cuz it feels like both. And my mouth hurts so bad, I cant even eat a soft banana without wincing in pain. But I only have one class today so I’ll manage.
Sending some healing vibes ❤️
 
Sad and nauseous and all the tireds. I can’t tell if I’m freezing cold or burning up rn cuz it feels like both. And my mouth hurts so bad, I cant even eat a soft banana without wincing in pain. But I only have one class today so I’ll manage.
Sorry for you. Take care of yourself and rest well :)
 
I feel so restless... like I want to change everything immediately, which isn't possible.

I feel that way since I worked at my friend's stable 2 weeks ago...well, it started afterwards, to be precise. I feel like I realised how annoyed I am because of my job. I already have plans, big plans, but it will take some months...and I can be very impatient when I really want something. That's driving me nuts atm 👀
 
My head is a bit dizzy and hurts and it still hurts to eat or drink anything. But I started stranger things and I love the style of the clothes and the homes. I really want one of those bikes they look sick
Super cold and snowing just a smidge, first time all year. Hopefully we can have classes cancelled on Monday and maybe even Tuesday if we’re lucky
 
My head is absolutely killing me
Somebody’s car hit a power pole and the campus has no power and it probably won’t be back till Monday
They weren’t going very fast, maybe 9m/h, the roads are just so slippery and dangerous
My dad is coming to pick up me and my friend
I hope everything will be okay because I don’t really know how they feel about her since she has different beliefs and has a different style and personality
But they were the ones who invited her so I think they will be loving and inviting towards her just like I am
Now my phone is at 35 and I need to be able to stay in contact with my family so I gotta be super careful with how much I use it since it’s gonna take my dad about 3 hours to get here
Sad that tomorrow I am 99.99999% sure that I won’t be able to do the watch party with my friends since I’ll be at home 💔
But I’m excited to hang out and play in the snow with my friend and pets
 
My head is absolutely killing me
Somebody’s car hit a power pole and the campus has no power and it probably won’t be back till Monday
They weren’t going very fast, maybe 9m/h, the roads are just so slippery and dangerous
My dad is coming to pick up me and my friend
I hope everything will be okay because I don’t really know how they feel about her since she has different beliefs and has a different style and personality
But they were the ones who invited her so I think they will be loving and inviting towards her just like I am
Now my phone is at 35 and I need to be able to stay in contact with my family so I gotta be super careful with how much I use it since it’s gonna take my dad about 3 hours to get here
Sad that tomorrow I am 99.99999% sure that I won’t be able to do the watch party with my friends since I’ll be at home 💔
But I’m excited to hang out and play in the snow with my friend and pets
I'm with you. Hope it will get better for you 🫂
 
Ok, so the power came back on last night at about 10 so it was only out for about 3 hours. My dad was only 30 minutes from home when we got a time for when the power would be back on so he turned around and got back safely. So I get to stay here and attempt to be productive and watch movies with my friends!!!!!
 
Crashing out per usual lol
I got 3 classes today which is fine and dandy and all but the first two got canceled and I didn’t realize that till after I had woken up and got ready.
I could slept for almost 3 more hours!
 
im so happy to be back home after a long day of priso- i mean school
( ̄︶ ̄) i can finally lay down my bed and fall asleep
*17 assignments to do, 1 presentation and a resume of a book to do FOR TOMORROW AND THE DAY AFTER*
 
Sad ,and im sick again, i cant stop thinking about how much people like rosa parks and anne frank worked for their world to change and how disappointed they would be. Michael too. There have been so many dying children lately. A kid in my country has been missing for days! I don’t know why people are blind
 
Annoyed because everything I try seems to fail 🥸.

BUT I bought a game called "planet coster" , found it for only 5 bucks. You can build very detailed theme parks there, thousands of options. As I was playing, I thought it would be cool to recreate Neverland 😂. Should I waste my weekend for this? 😛
 
Day started out meh, then got much better, then meh again, plus annoying. 🎢

People in the city and at work all seemed to act crazy today (including myself, I guess lol). Then I encountered so many homeless / desperate people today, begging (sometimes aggressively) 😥
 
Surprised my family with a visit home
There was a bunch of traffic
There isn’t any snow at my college so I was surprised to see it around here. We have a gravel driveway so there’s snow on that. I was scared to go down it in my super tiny car but it survived thankfully
My dad isn’t home yet so I’m excited for when he is
Gonna go charge my phone now cuz it’s at 11% from using the GPS for so long and imma play frisbee with my dogs in the back 😆😆😆
 
I tried out for badminton team yesterday, and I made the call backs 😆😆 So I'm very happy about that.

And this morning I helped out with a wellness fair for some little kids, and it was so much fun! I love working with kids 💙

Tonight I think I might be going to my neighbor's for a movie, and I get to see my friend I don't see too much. She's the best, she just makes me so happy
 
Well I had quite a nice day, I did a presentation, I could chill with my friends and everything, At school.

But, this night I sadly saw the grade of an exam that I failed. By just seeing it, it made me feel like no matter how hard I try, I keep failing, that I've pushed myself for nothing and that my parents will not be proud of me. I couldn't keep my grade as a secret either I knew that very well, so I got it out of my chest by telling my mother.

She wasn't angry, at least, but she gave me a warning (that is way better than her being angry because I didn't tell her) , and honestly I feel better to have gotten it out of me, it felt very refreshing. And I also want to thank my dear friends here for helping me feel better :]

I hope I can get way better next semester : D
 
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