How has your life changed since Michael's passing?

[PurpleParrot]

IT HURTS LIKE HELL
i'm waiting till the day i'm gonna die
.............
i'm waiting untill the day i'm gonna see him in heaven
IF I GO TO HEAVEN :$

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it's such a horrible nightmare that never ends
I REALLY REALLY WISH IF IT WAS ME

Be strong, I also have the feeling I'm just waiting for that day to arrive. I won't force it tough, I'll patiently wait for it... Don't know what else to do.
Be strong Diana!

 

[Agent M]

I know longer feel hopeful about the future of musical and performance art. Once you have seen the best, it's hard to get excited about second best.

 

[souldreamer7]

understand you very well everytime i was mad, sad, stressed Michael's music gave me a strenght and optimism, all i needed was his music to make me feel better...everytime i failed i've listened to Keep the faith and it made me feel that everything's gonna be OK..but now, it's not like that anymore

BIG :huggy:

 

[Diana Hart]

Be strong, I also have the feeling I'm just waiting for that day to arrive. I won't force it tough, I'll patiently wait for it... Don't know what else to do.
Be strong Diana!

yup, you're right
but
it's just i love him so much
and knowing that he's not on this earth , this life
this place
just make me feel like i'm in hell
it's heartbreaking that i ALWAYS loved him since i was 3
and i still ADORE him
and now he died before i even meet him
i wanna scream
i'm ready to lose ANYBODY even my self but anyone exept michael of course
i just wanna wake up from this nightmare

 

[snowhite]

ever since Micahel died I've been very confused...and now for the first time in 3 months I feel so so tired, I always felt like I keep on searching for something but now I realized nothing is going to make me feel better, I just want to retreat in my private space, me and my memories of MJ, just the way it was when he was alive. it was just me and him, no fans no tv stories no chaos, it was just me enjoying Michael...except now he's not present anymore he's a memory he's gone...but I want to remember what he was like because all the things that happened in the last few months didn't make me feel closer to him on the contrary they made me more and more confused
now I want to detach myself from everything that's going on, without him it's senseless to stay attached to these stupid news, I loved MJ the man not the controversy around him. I want to go back to enjoying MJ the way I used to but the hardest part will be when I realize he's not here anymore. I guess that's what I was running away from all these months, finding myself alone and coming to the realization that he's really gone...that's going to make me feel so lonely. now I know what MJ fans meant after his death when they said they feel "so alone"

 

[maggiemay]

How has my life changed since Michael passed?

I'm not the same jovial person I once was and more down since this happened. I snap at people, where as before I was more patient, get annoyed at the wannabe fans who claim their Jackson fans now to be what someone just told me to be in fashion. This of course makes me angry.
If I play his music, I have to stop, the emotion wells up and it starts all over again.

Yet I get angry too at times...I don't know..it's like nothing makes any sense or matters much anymore. It's like the light went out or something. I want it back, but it won't turn on.

 

[Miss_star]

yup, you're right
but
it's just i love him so much
and knowing that he's not on this earth , this life
this place
just make me feel like i'm in hell
it's heartbreaking that i ALWAYS loved him since i was 3
and i still ADORE him
and now he died before i even meet him
i wanna scream
i'm ready to lose ANYBODY even my self but anyone exept michael of course
i just wanna wake up from this nightmare

:better:

ever since Micahel died I've been very confused...and now for the first time in 3 months I feel so so tired, I always felt like I keep on searching for something but now I realized nothing is going to make me feel better, I just want to retreat in my private space, me and my memories of MJ, just the way it was when he was alive. it was just me and him, no fans no tv stories no chaos, it was just me enjoying Michael...except now he's not present anymore he's a memory he's gone...but I want to remember what he was like because all the things that happened in the last few months didn't make me feel closer to him on the contrary they made me more and more confused
now I want to detach myself from everything that's going on, without him it's senseless to stay attached to these stupid news, I loved MJ the man not the controversy around him. I want to go back to enjoying MJ the way I used to but the hardest part will be when I realize he's not here anymore. I guess that's what I was running away from all these months, finding myself alone and coming to the realization that he's really gone...that's going to make me feel so lonely. now I know what MJ fans meant after his death when they said they feel "so alone"

:huggy:

How has my life changed since Michael passed?

I'm not the same jovial person I once was and more down since this happened. I snap at people, where as before I was more patient, get annoyed at the wannabe fans who claim their Jackson fans now to be what someone just told me to be in fashion. This of course makes me angry.
If I play his music, I have to stop, the emotion wells up and it starts all over again.

Yet I get angry too at times...I don't know..it's like nothing makes any sense or matters much anymore. It's like the light went out or something. I want it back, but it won't turn on.

I want him back too :huggy:

 

[crazy4umjackson]

When i turned 21 last year i sponsered a child in Africa through World Vision. Only because Michael`s message came across to heal the world by healing our children. I also volunteer at a local childrens`hospital. And in few months time i am taking a trip through World vision to help and to give. His music, his humanitarianism, and his life has inspired me in such ways that i can`t even explain. I dont believe in god, heaven or hell. But i believe in Michael Jackson. His the reason to why i do the things i do. I hope i can continue for a long time.

 

[MJSOPRECIOUS]

I don't look at life the same anymore it means less to me now when Michael died apart of me did also i know a lot of people say this all the time. But i feel this literally i am uneasy and there is a void in my heart. I will never be the same as i once was Michael is/was my entire childhood and i will miss him forever.

 

[Vinter]

Michael made me want to love more.

The same with me.. You just realized what the life of the loved ones means to you and that makes you want to live each day as a last one - at least in order to not regret anything untold/undone to someone you really love.. just share more love - that's what Michael was always doing.