ShadowMaster
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every single moment unfortunately ... but usually i hide it pretty well
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How often do you get 'those moments' about MJ's death?
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Tamou
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Far too much. 
More then three times a day, but I guess it's natural and I'm not alone...
But I'd rather feel pain then apathy.
The moments of joy he's given me out run the pain by miles, so I guess I shouldn't complain.
More then three times a day, but I guess it's natural and I'm not alone...
But I'd rather feel pain then apathy.
The moments of joy he's given me out run the pain by miles, so I guess I shouldn't complain.
raingirl
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I still haven't been able to really listen to his songs. I am quite addicted to youtube, watching his videos. Yeterday I was singing/hummin "Lost Children" to myself.
How often do ai get those moments? It happens more often now a few times a day.
I thought I was better but I'm sinking again.
How often do ai get those moments? It happens more often now a few times a day.
I thought I was better but I'm sinking again.
I re-watch every time the BAD concert and a part of Dangerous. Thinking of him the whole day. Sometimes I'm very sad and later I laugh of his humor. That's the Touring interview, it's funny to watch. But I feel his energy every day.
LoveYouMoreMJ
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It still happens to me a lot. Just not the same magnitude as when it first happened.
For a while I could barely listen to his songs without getting really upset. Then for a while I could listen to the upbeat/mid-tempo songs but not the ballads. Now I can listen to ballads but I have to be mentally prepared for them. The other day I was in a restaurant and they started playing "I Just Can't Stop Loving You." It really triggered something in me. I sudeenly felt like I couldn't breathe. I so wanted to start crying right there. Just horrible. "Man in the Mirror" is still off limits to me though. They played that at the end of the memorial when the brothers were carrying the casket away. Now when I think of that song all I can see is that. It'll be a while before I can listen to it again.
It still hurts a lot. The pain, the guilt, all of it is still there. I don't think I'll be the same again after this. There are so many times where I think of how cool it would be had I met Michael and what I'd say to him. These fantasies would be so detailed. I'd feel good for a while then I'd snap back to reality and it would hit me once again that he's gone now, and I'll never get the chance to meet him, and I'd break down and cry. I miss him so much it hurts
For a while I could barely listen to his songs without getting really upset. Then for a while I could listen to the upbeat/mid-tempo songs but not the ballads. Now I can listen to ballads but I have to be mentally prepared for them. The other day I was in a restaurant and they started playing "I Just Can't Stop Loving You." It really triggered something in me. I sudeenly felt like I couldn't breathe. I so wanted to start crying right there. Just horrible. "Man in the Mirror" is still off limits to me though. They played that at the end of the memorial when the brothers were carrying the casket away. Now when I think of that song all I can see is that. It'll be a while before I can listen to it again.
It still hurts a lot. The pain, the guilt, all of it is still there. I don't think I'll be the same again after this. There are so many times where I think of how cool it would be had I met Michael and what I'd say to him. These fantasies would be so detailed. I'd feel good for a while then I'd snap back to reality and it would hit me once again that he's gone now, and I'll never get the chance to meet him, and I'd break down and cry. I miss him so much it hurts
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I have been having those moments, every time I watch TV and see a singer or dancer...and about the classical album almost everyday that I heard there was going to be one...I so love his instrumental compositions..I wanted so much for him to make an album like that and show the world what a composer he is.