It still hurts..It always will...Sometimes it feels like it just happened yesterday..Other times, It feels like it happened awhile ago..It is hard to explain. He was taken way too soon and his life seemed Unfinished. I have a lot of faith in God, and I am very Spiritual, but I will never understand why he was taken away at the age of 50 and why he had to die like that. I honestly can't even think about it. It truly breaks my heart. I don't think it ever gets easier. You just learn to live with the pain of losing someone and go on somehow. I guess God helps you to go on, but I wish that Michael could have still been here to see his children grow up and to do all of the things that he had wanted to do and had planned for the future in his life. I remember when Michael passed, I felt like a Little girl lost in a big world. I always felt safe knowing that he was on Earth. I literally fell to the floor and couldn't stop crying. I think I even passed out. As soon as I heard that he was being taken to the hospital, I knew that he had already passed. I felt it somehow. The night before, I actually had a nightmare that he had passed away and I woke up out of my sleep extremely upset and my heart was pounding. That next morning on June 25th, My heart was broken. I was 25 then. Now, I'm 37, and my heart still breaks every time June 25th rolls around. I think of him all the time. He was so Sweet and Gorgeous in every way. I wish that he wasn't hurt so much while he was on Earth by Evil people... I hope he realized and knew how much he was loved by those of us who loved him. I will always Love, Honor and Defend him as I know all of you will as well. Sending a hug to all of you on here.... God Bless you.