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I hope I'm posting this in the correct spot.

I'm new here.

I'm 24, so I've been a fan of Michael's since the 80's.

I'm very, very sad, and depressed about his death.

To the extent of getting an appointment with a counselor to talk about this with.

No one in my real life, my husband, any friends, internet buddies, understand why I feel so strongly about this. I break down for hours at a time. I'm always listening to his music and watching his videos.

It doesn't seem to be getting any better.

I thought I should introduce myself.

Thanks for letting me join.
 
I'm new here too. Don't worry, ur not the only one. I was so upset I didn't stop crying for days and I just couldn't face talking to anyone. What you have to remeber is the gift that Michael left us, his legacy. Your still able to hear his voice. We haven't lost Michael, you can't lose someone who's in your heart. Michael would not want you to be sad, he'd want you to be happy and listen to his music, after all he did all that for us, his fans. If you ever need to talk, I'm a good listener. I hope you'll feel better soonx
 
You know what's crazy, though? Whenever someone does try to make me feel better, I well up and start crying again. Is that normal? I don't know.

I just really hope justice is served to the person who made this nightmare happen.
 
Yes its normal, your grieving, it takes time. Don't worry, justice will be served, us fans will make sure of that. You'll feel better soon, I remeber the saturday after he passed away, I was a wreck I thought I'd never feel happy or cheerful ever again but I got through it thanxs to Michael, his songs gave me the strength ( that might sound corny but that's how I truly felt like)
 
welcome to the board. and i understand how u feel completely altho my family has been supportive i dont really think they understand..as my mom said she can only imagine what im going thru. but as a community we are all here 4 each other
 
Hi, just like MJ's song, "You Are Not Alone." You are not alone, we are all going through what you are feeling right now. I've been a MJ fan all my life and when he passed, I was and still am devastated which is why I also joined the forum. I knew that all the people here will understand our grief stricken hearts. I am new here too just like you. Just remember that you have to "Smile" like what MJ's favorite song says. Be strong for Michael specially for yourself. :)
 
Welcome to MJJC. It is wonderful when we get new people on board (no pun intended). This is a nightmare time but we are going to get through this together.
 
Welcome to the forum. This place really is like a support group imo. So many wonderful people here and I'm glad another has just joined us. :)
 
New here as well... so great to see so many new people. We really need each other at a time like this.
 
welcome to our family :)
your username is very appropriate, we all miss him so much :cry:
 
Welcome,

I'm still new here too. You can always reflect on Michael's work and the good he's done and instill it within yourself. You will know that he will always be apart of your life. Even though he is not in the physical. Be strong.
 
Hello everyone, im new here too!!
Im 28 years old, im from Venezuela and i feel the same way as you all. Its hard to accept his death, but im getting there, little by little im starting to stop crying..Since that horrible day when he passed away i've cried every single day, i got really depressed i was so heartbroken..
I listen to his music everyday, i watch DVD's, pretty much celebrating his life and remembering him with much love. I miss him, i wish he could come back to life like he did at the end of MoonWalker..:(
 
It sounds corny and all, but I'm glad I found all of you. I feel like I wasn't a "good enough" fan, because I'd go through phases where I was always listening to his music, then I'd stop, then he's make a come back and I'd be hooked again. I even tried to ignore the media with his death, but just can't. I guess it didn't really hit me that he's gone, until his Memorial. It's just a horrible feeling.. :(
 
Yeah, his death hit me as well the day of the memorial, i was in denial before that i didnt want to accept it. That day i realized he was really gone, specially when i saw the casket coming...God i cried like a little baby, the pain was so much worse than when he died. Reading your posts and comments makes me feel better, and its nice to know im not the only one struggling with this sadness.
 
Hi Everyone,

I'm new here as well, but been here surfing through the site for a long time. The reason why I finally got registered was to share my thoughts and my feelings about Michael with you. I have been a fan since I was a kid and loved him all these years and still continue to love him for as long as I live.
Michael has always been a part of me, a part of who I am and now that he is gone, I feel so empty. I do not know the words to express how I feel now. I am so numb. I have build up all these sad feelings in me that I havent been able to express into words. Although I have a lot of support and comfort from my wonderful husband, who is also a big fan, I still feel that.....I would like to be here to share it with you.
My husband and I were going to celebrate our one year anniversary by going to Michaels concert on the 10th of Aug, we had great seats and I was really looking forward to see Michael, to feel his presence, to hear his angelic voice, to see his magical moves. I will forever miss him.

Its nice to see you all.
 
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