You know, I'm happy to see you're no longer sad (or depressed), MichaelFanNo1.
I had my very sad moments, then angry moments too.
Now I just feel indifferent. Not happy, but not depressed either. I was depressed the first month of his passing. But I do have a great deal of proud feelings for MJ and his work and that really helped put many things in perspective for me in this world.
When he passed away, I felt like "great.... now we lost possibly the last of his kind whom was the only one of his kind... Now what?! Lady Gaga??" No offense to LG. I just never was a fan of any other pop musician as I was of MJ. I felt today's pop stars were always trying too hard to stand out.
But for MJ, it was always natural. At least I thought so.
He was the real deal. Of course it would hurt many.
But you know what?? We have to snap out of it and fast. Because the world needs us!
By ignoring the world and remaining in constant grief, well, that would just make us all look like we're nothing but selfish and blind fans only caring about our own little circle of feelings.
And I've seen that in some people. Where it was like, you know, we should promote peace and love for one another. REAL peace and love. Not the "Acting" version of it. But there were fans who refused and only began promoting hate and rudeness out of deprivation of what they once fed on. Michael Jackson himself. And they did this without noticing.
So its quite easy to get lost in your depression over a loss and turn that despair into darkness and then anger...
And when your body is empty... well, you can probably see where I'm going with this.
And this is just my opinion, but if we really admired this man's struggle to promote goodness through out the world and his music/dance, charities, etc, well I think we should all at least try to make the effort to really carry out those qualities which we obviously have most in common with or even simply fascinated by them.
I mean look at me. I was never really involved with all things MJ to be very honest with all of you...
I was into other things and listening to my metal and other genres of music out there. I'm always promoting to people about rocking out and pushing things to the next level. I was a little more rough around the edges...
But when MJ passed, it really triggered a huge impact on me. And that's when I was put back into memory lane... And it hit me HARD.
That says a lot about MJ. To bring people back to a time you remember you loved copying his dance moves and singing his songs.
I always wanted to meet him. That's never going to happen in this existence. But who's to say it wont in the next?
And I think that's where some people really let themselves get lost in. The thought of suicide, just to be close to him in the other existence.. But suicide is really a tragic loss. And I don't recommend it by any means.
You all have a precious existence no matter what anyone says or thinks about you.
And you have that ability like MJ did to dream. And make things happen. No matter what it is.
And thats no BS. I promise.
Live long and prosper.
