~God~Bless~MJ~
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Hi guyz,
it´s me again. Last night I dreamed about Michael´s opening night. He was wearing the same things he wore for the last rehearsals which were shown via CNN recently. Before he came to stage they were showing a video similar to the one they showed before the press conference at the O2 Arena last March. Then Orianthi hit the stage with playing the guitar and Michael appeared. While he appeared she stopped and he stood there (smiliar to the Bukarest opening - jam). He was looking to all of us with pride and so much love and he started crying
. But the tears were only running down from his right eye. While standing there for few seconds the audience could listen to "You rock my world" and then I woke up!
God, I miss him and I have to admit I can´t live any longer without him. I know I have to carry on and I have faith in God but he meant the world to me and I am still loving him like he was alive or even more
.
I am so depressed and sad and sometimes I have panic attacks, cause I can´t imagine a world without him.
This dream was so personal - really...
it´s me again. Last night I dreamed about Michael´s opening night. He was wearing the same things he wore for the last rehearsals which were shown via CNN recently. Before he came to stage they were showing a video similar to the one they showed before the press conference at the O2 Arena last March. Then Orianthi hit the stage with playing the guitar and Michael appeared. While he appeared she stopped and he stood there (smiliar to the Bukarest opening - jam). He was looking to all of us with pride and so much love and he started crying
God, I miss him and I have to admit I can´t live any longer without him. I know I have to carry on and I have faith in God but he meant the world to me and I am still loving him like he was alive or even more
I am so depressed and sad and sometimes I have panic attacks, cause I can´t imagine a world without him.
This dream was so personal - really...