this whole thing is breaking my heart and doin my head in!

angelofhope

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Hello
Thought I felt better but yesterday it all started to come back and now reading all the new info and speculation is doing my head in. I am looking for answers but all I seem to be getting is questions. I want justice but I am sick of waiting for it because it gives more time for the press to make up more stories in the meantime while we wait for arrests. I thought I was coming to terms with it all until I saw it in black and white. 'HOMICIDE,' my nightmare come true.
Don't know how to deal anymore.
 
Aww :huggy: If I was you I'd try and bite the bullet in some way and just stop listening or looking for news. Take some time out angelofinnocence. If you wanna chat or talk just PM me or add me to MSN (addy in signature) and we can chat whenever you want :)

Hugs to you :)
 
Hello
Thought I felt better but yesterday it all started to come back and now reading all the new info and speculation is doing my head in. I am looking for answers but all I seem to be getting is questions. I want justice but I am sick of waiting for it because it gives more time for the press to make up more stories in the meantime while we wait for arrests. I thought I was coming to terms with it all until I saw it in black and white. 'HOMICIDE,' my nightmare come true.
Don't know how to deal anymore.

:huggy: :huggy: I know it's so hard...when I saw that word I thought I would collapse..I have no idea how to deal with it either...my heart hurts and I feel so angry :cry:
 
I've been taking a bit of a "news sabbatical" myself and only read MJ news here. There is a lot of upsetting stuff out there but at least when I read it through the MJJC filter I know I'm not alone in feeling sad, and knowing that fans treat him and his legacy right. :)

I too have been up and down in feeling better, feeling worse for reasons that don't even make sense to me...
 
I know how you feel. I also hate hearing all of this. I tend to feel more worst than better anymore. I am crying now thinking about it. I am in such a state of deep depression and sadness as it is. Why make it worst for myself. Which is why I try to ignore the latest news stories about Michael.
 
yap. sadly this is such a mess, my worse fear is that we will actually never get to know the true. And that there will be no justice done. And you know..it wouldn't be the first time history repeats itself. Am also trying to avoid reading all the news and speculations, the speculations are getting more morbid day by day. But it is also like some horrible disease you cannot shake off and just walk away like that.
 
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