What are you doing this very second?

Just sitting here feeling sick and pretty tired. While feeling very sad and miserable over how much I still miss Michael. I think I am going to try and go back to sleep. So I don't think about Michael anymore than I already am.
 
Still thinking about the sick rat that I think someone poisoned that I tried to save Saturday morning, of all the cars to be under in the neighborhood it picked mine and no agencies I called wanted to help me, telling me to throw it in the garbage still alive wtf :mello: I did my best rescuing and taking it the reservoir and releasing it in the bushes. God knows I tried, it came to me and no one else for a reason *sigh*.....I'm also wondering why I bothered coming back here after 4 days away :ermm: my energy changed the minute I logged on and started reading f*ckery again.....I'm tired of thinking and just don't care anymore.....-_-
 
Just listening to Michael. And thinking that it is 3:48 am now. And I am awake wishing I could go back to sleep. I hate it when I am awake cause I start thinking about Michael way too much. Hopefully listening to some of Michael's songs will put me to sleep.
 
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