What are you doing this very second?

Just crying as I listen to Michael as I drink a glass mug of hot black tea with honey. As I think about the stars and the moon. I was just looking at not that long ago. And wonder if Michael made them that bright and beautiful for me. I really do think that some how Michael knows I have a passion for astronomy. Because I have never seen the stars and the moon looking so bright before.
 
Smiling about something and leaving to watch a movie. Goodbye. :)
 
Just sitting here being depressed and crying over Michael. While I eat a big bowl full of chocolate wafers, a big piece of angel food cake, and a half of a apple fritter. Food especially junk food has become one of my 3 drugs of choice now. The other 2 is sleep and computer games.
 
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