What are you doing this very second?

Just watching this Unexplained Mysteries marathon on the Biography Channel. While drinking some hot chocolate and eating my breakfast. I am also going to go back to my Sims 1 game. I just need to do something instead of just sitting here thinking about Michael and how much I miss him.
 
Watching videos of Michael on YouTube and going to make myself some tea..its so cold here!
 
Really trying to go back to sleep. Cause I am still really tired but for some reason I can't seem to go back to sleep. So I am going to watch more of the Bollywood movie Kal Ho Naa Ho. While I eat some of my buttered, cheese, and caramel flavored popcorn.
 
Just really crying over Michael as usual. But I am also crying cause I just got done watching this really sad Bollywood movie called Kal Ho Naa Ho. Meaning Tomorrow May Not Be. OMG that is such a sad movie of how Shahruhk Khan had died in that movie. It kind of reminded me of how Michael had died.
 
thinking of michael and what today might bring im getting all worked up and depressed with it i just want justice for the man who gave us so many beautiful times yes michael sigh

gonna be another bad night i can see it coming im just tired of the shit murrey keeps coming up with
 
Just feeling sick to my stomach and so weak...wish I could stay in bed for days and just block out all the things I don't wanna think about. At least when I'm sleeping I don't feel so sad. Bahh...but I can't.. :( I miss Michael like crazy. I love him with every bit of me.

This should have been in random thoughts really but oh well....
 
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