What are you doing this very second?

Just feeling sick to my stomach and so weak...wish I could stay in bed for days and just block out all the things I don't wanna think about. At least when I'm sleeping I don't feel so sad. Bahh...but I can't.. :( I miss Michael like crazy. I love him with every bit of me.

This should have been in random thoughts really but oh well....

thinking of michael and what today might bring im getting all worked up and depressed with it i just want justice for the man who gave us so many beautiful times yes michael sigh

gonna be another bad night i can see it coming im just tired of the shit murrey keeps coming up with

I know exactly how the 2 of you feel. I am really crying over Michael so much now. I really hate the fact that murderer is only going to be with involuntary manslaughter. He should be charged with either 2nd or 1st degree murderer. Knowing this is why I am going to avoid all news channels today. I am sure they are not going to bother handcuffing that killer. I just feel so sick over this now.
 
I know exactly how the 2 of you feel. I am really crying over Michael so much now. I really hate the fact that murderer is only going to be with involuntary manslaughter. He should be charged with either 2nd or 1st degree murderer. Knowing this is why I am going to avoid all news channels today. I am sure they are not going to bother handcuffing that killer. I just feel so sick over this now.

I know exactly how you feel. I'm crying so much right now. I think I am going to go get some sleep now. I feel so very sad, depressed and tired. I just want Michael back. I'm dying without him.. :weeping:
 
just came out of my bathtub,sittin here and waiting :D
thinkin about to watch twilight again :D
 
I should be avoiding the news about Michael. Because it feels like it is 2003 all over again for me. When I had made myself so violently ill over what was going on with Michael. I am feeling that way now so I think I am going to go lay down in my Michael Jackson room for a little while. Especially since I have already thrown for a 4th time already. I just hope that damn f*cking murderer forever burns in Hell for what he has done.
 
Just sitting here eating a buttered English muffin. And drinking a cup of black tea with honey for my breakfast. I think that is all I am going to be eating today. Because I think I am back to the way I was during the summer. Over what happen with Michael. I can't even begin to tell you just how sad and depressed I am right now.
 
Thinking a lot of stuff,Michael,my dog,my parents..my face(I got allergic on my face! rashes on my cheeks !!) :( I'm thinking is my dog gonna be ok after she ran to me until I dropped to floor. I am worried she might hurt herself more :(
 
Staring at my orange & yellow tulips they make me smile, eating chinese food for lunch in my office, getting excited about tomorrow night when I take my Mom to see & meet one of her favorite performers :), and also thinking about some design ideas since I started back up on making jewelry again. :) Just keeping busy with life. :)
 
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