What are you doing this very second?

Just spending another sleepless night up just crying and missing my Michael terribly. Its been 10 months already and I am still feeling pretty much the same as I did then. :boohoo:

i know the feelin hun these last few days if you ever need someone to keep u company u can always rely on me :hug:


trying to stop this pain i got urgh it really is doin my head in
 
Right now just chewing a piece of gum. While still feeling so very out of it cause I am just so very tired. Yet as badly as I want to I can not seem to go back to sleep. And I already had like 2 naps already. The first one cause me to have a dream about Michael. So I am just going back to my Sims 3 game. As I watch my one Universe dvd. The same one I was watching earlier.
 
Just eating a chicken hoagie and some popcorn shrimp for a late lunch early supper. As I play my Sims 3 game. While very sadly thinking about Michael and still can't believing that in 2 months it will be one horrible year. How I wish I had a time machine.
 
Just really crying over Michael and thinking about how much I still miss him.

I am too. :sad: :boohoo:


Right now I am watching this Stephen Hawkings program on the Discovery Channel about Time Travel. And it is really making me wish that I had a time machine now. And if I did the first thing I do is go back in time and try to save Michael. How I wish I could do that right now. :weeping:
 
writing observation diary of my nephew......... ughhh the mini size of humanbeing is so.......
amazing
 
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