What are you doing this very second?

Posting here, listening to one of my Guitar grade 2 pieces and writing a story
 
Just being in a very sad deep state of depression over this trial.:boohoo: And just so very badly missing Michael right now.:boohoo: It is so bad for me right now that I am still sick over it. And I can't even eat some of my favorite comfort foods that my mother has made me. :sad: And I haven't felt like this since right after what had happen to Michael.:boohoo: And I am watching this movie on tv called The Exorcism Of Emily Rose.
 
Just playing my Sims 3 game. While still feeling very sad, depressed, sick, out of it, and just feeling like a total zombie. And it is all from this trial.:boohoo: I just wish everything would go back to the way it used be.:sad:
 
Staying in my office from the rain, eating dried fruit, drinking water and reading the forum. :)
 
Just crying over Michael while thinking how much it still hurts to want to watch him.:sad: :boohoo: Especially after I had accidentally came across one of my blank video tapes. That I had taped a whole bunch of old MJ news stories on it years ago.:boohoo:
 
Posting here and watching funny Michael Jackson moments on youtube
 
Just watching The 700 Club. While I still try to wake up from this nap I just had. I am still thinking about that dream I just had. It was all about the start of Armageddon. I think I have been reading the Left Behind series a little too much.
 
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