I am pleased Janet isnt part of the circus, guess she doesnt need the money!!
With regards to AEG, indirectly they did have an affect, whether that was for Michael to take more medication to cope with the situation he was put in. Just look at the list of dates, for a perfectionist and someone who wants to give 100% each and every night - it must have been incredibly daunting to think of having to do that for 50 nights, some in very quick succession.
However I am concerned at the fact of taking an anaesthetic to put yourself to sleep, Michael was an intelligent man who when with his children he didnt know an answer to a question he would run to his extensive library to find out. I have a friend who is an anaesthetist and this whole saga to such professionals is daunting - when I think what she explains people have to be hooked up to for this stuff to be administered is just unbearable to think that it is being given in a bedroom.
My thoughts tho are with the children, they are going to have lots of questions within themselves to ask through life. Particularly why someone who cared about the cruelty in the world and the unloved children has put his own kids in such a position.
The truth is he would have got that stuff from whoever would have given it, if it wasnt Conrad then someone else would have lined up to give it.
I understand why some people are withdrawing from fansites etc. Think my daughter has the best idea. She has read absolutely nothing about all this, she wont watch the tv programmes etc. She just carries on as before and has left him the hero and idol she always doted on. She is not letting anything or anyone influence or question her belief and love for MJ, for her he is a God and probs even more so being in the next world.
You have to admire religious people who no matter what, no matter what is said completely fully and totally believe in their beliefs, it is quite a strength.
