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I never realized what a huge part of my life Michael was. I cry EVERY night, since that's the time I think about him the most. I think about all the things he had to go through and how his spirit was crushed, which in return crushes me into mini tearful breakdowns. Do you guys feel the same way or should I get some type of help??
 
I feel pretty horrible two months on. I am thinking about getting some counselling help, for this and some other issues. If you think it might help, maybe it's a good idea.

Such a sad day....
 
Guys if you really feel that bad....the best thing is to go and get help. I remember back in 2005 I was having a horrible time with everything going on. I had family issues, plus worrying about the trial all day everyday just pushed me over the edge. I was nervous at first talking to someone about Mike because I thought I would get laughed at, but it really did help me get through those times.

I still cry thinking about Michael, but I recognize that it is normal to be upset when someone you love dies. Just remember it has only been a few months.....don't try to rush yourselves and don't let anyone tell you to "get over it." You shouldn't have to....Mike meant the world to all of us and if you feel like you need to cry, just let it out
 
you are definitely not alone. i have cried my eyes out twice tonight. i am going back and forth between reading stuff.... crying.... then going to my favs list on YT to cheer me up.

there are lots of people you can talk to .... we won't judge because we know exactly how you feel. we know exactly what you are going through.

Green_Bean is definitely right..... seek counseling... talk to someone. i have been thinking about it as well.
 
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It's perfectly normal to go through this stage, you are still grieving, like a lot of us are.

But if you feel like you can't see a light at the end, that you aren't coping just a little bit more each day, then I'd get help.

And you can find that here!

Plenty of us will talk with you, because we are going through the same things.

So feel free to PM me if you need a friend :)
 
Hugs to everyone still having a hard time with this. If you feel you need help, please get it. You will be glad you did.

Love to all!
 
I had cried so much since that horrible day. And I am still crying now. You can make a whole other Pacific Ocean out of all the tears I had shed for Michael. I have never loved anyone like I had love Michael. This is the 3rd time my heart has broken for him. The first 2 times was the 93 and 2003 child molestation allegations. But now this 3rd time it will forever remain eternally broken. How can my heart ever heal again when it has been broken in to millions of tiny little pieces. Michael was such a huge part of my life for the 25+ years I have been a fan of his. And I miss him more now than I ever did before. So I do know how you feel MJTabloidJunkie.
 
MJTabloidJunkie said:
I never realized what a huge part of my life Michael was. I cry EVERY night, since that's the time I think about him the most. I think about all the things he had to go through and how his spirit was crushed, which in return crushes me into mini tearful breakdowns. Do you guys feel the same way or should I get some type of help??
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You're right though. Michael was so mistreated and it had an effect on his spirit. He was in emotional pain because of this cruel world. I'm sure we all hoped Michael would live on to be treated better. We love him so of course we would cry at the pain he went through while here.
 
You know, in terms of grieving the loss of Michael is still very fresh, os it's perfectly understandable that you're feeling like this on this day. Especially now that we reached a new point, his birthday. Many celebrated this day, but for many it's just more weight on the loss you're already experiecing.

If you feel you could benefit from professional help then by all means seek it. You will not be judged. You will be given tools that may make these trying times just a little bit easier to overcome. I know it's a big decision to seek help, but it's worth considering. It never hurts to try :)

Hang in there you guys! (Hugs)
 
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