Feels so final all of a sudden

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I went to see Thriller Live today. It was great, I loved it BUT before it started I was close to tears thinking "this is all we have left now". I'm looking forward to This Is It but again its like the last chance - and its not a REAL chance to see Michael. It's all we have left and it's really made me feel sad all over again. It just feels too final. Anyone else know what I'm saying, cos I've tried explaining myself to others and it just doesn't seem to be coming out right. Its like after This Is It we have nothing, we're all out in the cold then. What will we do?
 
Yea I know, it will be so empty, hopefully they release new music, but if not I guess we're left with what we have which is great. I really miss him though.
 
I know what you mean. I'm worried about how fans are gonna take it. I can only imagine the depression I'm gonna feel right after the movie finishes. I'm kinda nervous about it.
 
I know how you feel - I feel like I can't let go, its too soon. I keep going to tribute nights and to watch things I know will mention him.

I have been dreading "This is it" coming out for the exact reason you described, its the final gift from Michael to us. After all the initial excitement of last weekend, seeing the trailer and clips of him performing "Human Nature", I thought yeah, I can do this, I'm buzzing about it, but now I've sunk back into thinking what comes afterwards. I feel like I have to get as many tickets as I can to see the film because this is the last chance.

I've had this in mind constantly recently and was thinking of all the things we can do annually to commemorate him, to make it feel like its not over, like the Thrill the World events, keeping 29 August every year as the day to celebrate him, the tribute concert in London next June, and just getting his message out there.

I can't let him go, ever............he's been in my life since I was 6, I don't know how to live in a world without Michael Jackson.
 
Thanks for all your replies guys, although it's sad we all feel like this I am glad I'm not the only one feeling this way, it makes me hopeful that Michaels memory will be kept alive by each and every one of us. I'm at a real loss just now having thought I was coping, suddenly feel like I'm not. I'm so glad I have this place.
 
I went to see Thriller Live today. It was great, I loved it BUT before it started I was close to tears thinking "this is all we have left now". I'm looking forward to This Is It but again its like the last chance - and its not a REAL chance to see Michael. It's all we have left and it's really made me feel sad all over again. It just feels too final. Anyone else know what I'm saying, cos I've tried explaining myself to others and it just doesn't seem to be coming out right. Its like after This Is It we have nothing, we're all out in the cold then. What will we do?

I understand :huggy:

I know what you mean. I'm worried about how fans are gonna take it. I can only imagine the depression I'm gonna feel right after the movie finishes. I'm kinda nervous about it.

:huggy: and this is why I don't want to see the film...I am too scared of how I will feel afterwards...I don't want that 'final' feeling :cry:
 
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