Sorry...I have to open up

I hope that everything will be ok as soon as possible but don't loose the fait dear!
I hug you and your mother...
Love!
 
MIST,thank you so much for saying so.
I always think i am boring people,even if noone is obliged to come to this thread.
If i can help someone,than i will feel happy with it,because i love to help others.
Thank you so much for your words.HUGS
 
DarlinMichael,((((tight hug))),in my name and my mom's too.
Thank you so much for your love and support.
 
well, I do often pop in here to 'see' how you are doing Maria :heart:
You're always in my thoughts and prayers
:love: from Daryll :blush:
 
MIST,thank you so much for saying so.
I always think i am boring people,even if noone is obliged to come to this thread.
If i can help someone,than i will feel happy with it,because i love to help others.
Thank you so much for your words.HUGS


Maria, no you are not boring people. Don't say that.
 
Sweet Princess...Thank you so much sweetie...I pray and hope your mom will recover very soon too.Keep the faith and ean on me...together we will make it.HUGS

Daryll748,you are such a sweetheart....how can i thank you for everything?I love the feeling of being taken cared,and only here,at my MJJC home,i feel it.
I swear...if wasn't all my mj familly,if it wasn't my mjjc home,i would't have made it this far.
Thank you sweet Daryll.HUGS

CarleyMJ...oh dear you have no idea how much it means to me to realise that for the very first time in my life,i am bodering or upseting others.You know,i don't talk much...when people ask me how things are,i always say they are fine,because with time i started to see that they didn't care if i was well or not...all they wanted was a new gossip.So i decided to be in silent most time.This is how i am in the real world...someone most of the time quiet and silent,because anytime i did or said something,i would be asked to shut up or stay still.
Thank God i have home here.
Thank God i have a family here.
Thank God,you are my friend.Bless you dear.HUGS
 
Sweet Princess...Thank you so much sweetie...I pray and hope your mom will recover very soon too.Keep the faith and ean on me...together we will make it.HUGS

Daryll748,you are such a sweetheart....how can i thank you for everything?I love the feeling of being taken cared,and only here,at my MJJC home,i feel it.
I swear...if wasn't all my mj familly,if it wasn't my mjjc home,i would't have made it this far.
Thank you sweet Daryll.HUGS

CarleyMJ...oh dear you have no idea how much it means to me to realise that for the very first time in my life,i am bodering or upseting others.You know,i don't talk much...when people ask me how things are,i always say they are fine,because with time i started to see that they didn't care if i was well or not...all they wanted was a new gossip.So i decided to be in silent most time.This is how i am in the real world...someone most of the time quiet and silent,because anytime i did or said something,i would be asked to shut up or stay still.
Thank God i have home here.
Thank God i have a family here.
Thank God,you are my friend.Bless you dear.HUGS

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Sweet Princess...Thank you so much sweetie...I pray and hope your mom will recover very soon too.Keep the faith and ean on me...together we will make it.HUGS

Daryll748,you are such a sweetheart....how can i thank you for everything?I love the feeling of being taken cared,and only here,at my MJJC home,i feel it.
I swear...if wasn't all my mj familly,if it wasn't my mjjc home,i would't have made it this far.
Thank you sweet Daryll.HUGS

CarleyMJ...oh dear you have no idea how much it means to me to realise that for the very first time in my life,i am bodering or upseting others.You know,i don't talk much...when people ask me how things are,i always say they are fine,because with time i started to see that they didn't care if i was well or not...all they wanted was a new gossip.So i decided to be in silent most time.This is how i am in the real world...someone most of the time quiet and silent,because anytime i did or said something,i would be asked to shut up or stay still.
Thank God i have home here.
Thank God i have a family here.
Thank God,you are my friend.Bless you dear.HUGS

1st BOLD Part: You're welcome Maria :better: I feel the same way... This is my SOUL HOME :heart:
I've talked about this before... THEY are so 'baffled' that I ACT "okay" nowadays but it's ONLY cause I have you guys that keep me STRONG :blush:

2nd BOLD part... Indeed, that's the EASY way out... I always say I'm OKAY too... It's far more easier to say you're fine then to TRY to explain HOW you feel cause if you do... They 'mock' you, they chuckle at you and you're left even more hurt then before so... It's ONLY here that I talk about my TRUE feelings :blush:

Take care, Hun :better:
 
Daryll748,It's amazing how well you said what i feel,and how things are.
Please know i am here for you as well,and take very good care of you,ok?HUGS

Ashtanga...Thank you so much for your hug,your love and support.It means so much.HUGS
 
MJZPrincess1982,So glad to hear from you dear...Was wondering what happened...
So far things are still the same...mom has lots of ups amd downs during the day,and today,Easter day,she was not able to do anything.It was another bad day,as she was all day very tired.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day...
 
Today we were told that one of the exams of preparation for surgery,will be done next friday,the 13th.

I hope that the other exams will be done as fast as this one will be.

The sooner Mom does all the exams,the faster she can have surgery.

Mom is feeling quite anxious and scared,but i think it must be normal,after all,its a very high risk surgery to her heart.I'll let you know how the exam went.
Thank you all so much for all the love,support and prayers.
 
Today we were told that one of the exams of preparation for surgery,will be done next friday,the 13th.

I hope that the other exams will be done as fast as this one will be.

The sooner Mom does all the exams,the faster she can have surgery.

Mom is feeling quite anxious and scared,but i think it must be normal,after all,its a very high risk surgery to her heart.I'll let you know how the exam went.
Thank you all so much for all the love,support and prayers.

That's good news, the things are finally moving forward... Hope that everything goes well. I think about you and your Mum all the time. Keep us updated.
 
well Maria,,I am glad that your mom's tests are finally getting started...that is a move in the right direction for her anyway...just stay strong and keep your positive attitude..i know it is hard at times to live the life that you are. But like I said before you are a great daughter...your momma is so blessed to have such a great one. Please keep us posted...love and hugs to you Maria...;hug:
 
TheSilentOne,thank you so much dear.It means a lot to me.HUGS

Thrillerchild,Thank you so much sweetie.How are you doing?HUGS

XthunderX2,Thank you so so much...It means a lot to have your support,as well as the support of anyone here.HUGS
 
Today we were told that one of the exams of preparation for surgery,will be done next friday,the 13th.

I hope that the other exams will be done as fast as this one will be.

The sooner Mom does all the exams,the faster she can have surgery.

Mom is feeling quite anxious and scared,but i think it must be normal,after all,its a very high risk surgery to her heart.I'll let you know how the exam went.
Thank you all so much for all the love,support and prayers.



We're hoping that everything goes ok! :pray:
 
Thank you s much Ashtanga,and everybody.
From the bottom of my heart...
God Bless you my MJ Family.
 
Today mom went to the hospital to make the exams of preparation for heart surgery.
She made the ct scan to her heart,and now she needs to wait to be called to an appoitment to know how things are,and schedule more tests and exams that she needs to do before making the surgery.
I hope the hospital will not take very long to call my mom for the missing exams and tests,because she has been very exausted lately.Her pulse is too fast,and her blood pressure incredibly high.(Not good for her heart or brain aneurysm).
As soon as i have more news,i'll update you all.
Again,in my name and my mom's (Maria Elisa),a very heart felted and big thank you so much to all.(My Mj family)HUGS
 
I really HOPE everything works out good... Believe me, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I know it for a fact... Though, you can't see it shining now...

Take care and :better:for you and your mum...
 
Sweet Princess,My mom said thank you,and also said she sends you her love as well.

Daryll748,Oh dear,if there's light in the end of the tunel as you say,i really must be complelty blind,as i don't see any light at all.
I hope you are right though,and i pray i can see a bit of that light anytime soon,as i am so tired....
Thnk you for the love and support.
 
Things are finaly moving forward, keep the faith. Although I don't write often, I think about you and your Mum every day.
 
Sweet Princess,My mom said thank you,and also said she sends you her love as well.

Daryll748,Oh dear,if there's light in the end of the tunel as you say,i really must be complelty blind,as i don't see any light at all.
I hope you are right though,and i pray i can see a bit of that light anytime soon,as i am so tired....
Thnk you for the love and support.

TRUST ME... I didn't 'believe' it either too ;) Just when you think you can't handle it any more... Something GREAT is just around the corner... I know, I thought I was DOOMED too...
Keep your head up, Hun :better:
 
Daryll748...I trust you..i do...i love you...
I love my mj family so much....
 
Sorry for not saying anything for some time now,but unffortunately all i can say at this point,is that we are waiting for the hospital to call mom ,so she can do the other tests and exams missing.
It's so frustrating...health system here is so bad...My fear is that when mom is called,it's too late.

Thank you all so much for all the love,support and prayers.
Me and my Mom can't thank you enough.
God bless you all.Love you.
 
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