How Are You Feeling Today?

Annoyed that I’m gone be 20 this year and my mom is taking my phone and setting a time on when I’m allowed to have it like I’m 15 😒
Cleaned up most of our Christmas stuff which was nice
We got out Wii stuff out and I have the highest score on Just Dance 2 I Want You Back so I am so so happy about that. I wouldn’t let my brother stop playing the song till I had the highest score 😆😆😆
Also went to Hobby Lobby and got a bunch of art stuff. Most stuff was 40% off AND I had a $25 gift card so I was able to get pencils and pens and a paint tray and two paint brushes and two sets of pastels. Idk how to use them but I’ll get to learn! I got a set of black and white gradients cuz I love to work in pencil and then a pack of pretty neutrals 🤩 I’m so excited I love arttttt
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
 
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
Cuz she don’t like that I’m constantly on in. I’m always here on the community but she thinks I’m just doom scrolling. Well…she wouldn’t be happy knowing I’m constantly on here either. Thinks I’m addicted/obsessed

Good luck on the interview! 😆😆😆
 
Cuz she don’t like that I’m constantly on in. I’m always here on the community but she thinks I’m just doom scrolling. Well…she wouldn’t be happy knowing I’m constantly on here either. Thinks I’m addicted/obsessed
Well, I mean it's a nice community here, so it's understandable. But I can recommend having some off-time, too. I have no internet when I am at the stable and it's really great tbh 😁. But that's something I want to get better at - not looking at my phone so much... it's just annoying because you need it for so many things 🙈 .

Good luck on the interview! 😆😆😆
Thank you 🫶
 
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
Keeping my fingers crossed!!!
 
Sad
There was someone I kinda liked, didn’t really know how I felt but since I went to college he doesn’t talk to me and now I believe he is dating someone else. Kinda thought we maybe had something going, kinda hurts tbh. But I’m happy for him
Annoyed that I am not allowed to have my phone on my person for more than two hours. My mother will NOT let me have it. I’m glad I’m going back to college next week cuz my family is getting on my last nerve with a couple other small things that are just building up.
But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it 🩷
 
Sad
There was someone I kinda liked, didn’t really know how I felt but since I went to college he doesn’t talk to me and now I believe he is dating someone else. Kinda thought we maybe had something going, kinda hurts tbh. But I’m happy for him
Annoyed that I am not allowed to have my phone on my person for more than two hours. My mother will NOT let me have it. I’m glad I’m going back to college next week cuz my family is getting on my last nerve with a couple other small things that are just building up.
But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it 🩷
Jermaine?



Happy, but also a bit anxious. I'm mostly just anxious about the future and if I'll have enough money to support myself and a family.

Back to school tomorrow, so yeah. Just chilling in my bed, and I'm going to go to sleep earlier tonight
 
Oh my gosh yall I knew I was missing out but man was I missing out! I went to my art teacher’s church today and he sings in an acapella group and in his church choir. It’s a black church and oh my gosh the music was wonderful I absolutely adored it! They were doing a special thing where they sang for an entire hour. We had to leave and didn’t get to hear the sermon cuz we had a lot to do today but I greatly enjoyed it. Everybody was so kind and introducing themselves and greeting us and just so loving and sweet and hoped we would come again. The church my parents have us going to feels like a concert and I don’t like that personally, I preferred this greatly. Felt more like a home and family and community. It had that soul in it ya know?

So me and my two younger brothers are all biologically related, same mother and father but we is all adopted and we celebrate that every year. This year we went to some sorta outdoor mall thingy and walked around and shopped a little. I got two super simple and cute watches, one is gold rimmed with a white face and Roman numerals with a thin leather strap and the other is a gold heart shape with a gold chain and white face with little mini crystals for the main 4 numbers. Then at Barnes and Nobles I got the Bad CD, Thriller 40 (which I haven’t listened to yet) a collection of stories and poems from Edgar Allan Poe, and The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett. We then went to this fancy fondue place called The Melting Pot with our aunt and cousin. Our server was super nice and everything was delicious 😋 Then we went and ice skated for like, 2 hours and I did a little ice skating back during covid but I had forgotten a good deal and there was this one girl who’s been skating for like, 5 years that was there too and she showed me some stuff and we just had fun. Don’t know her name and never gonna see her again but we had a blast. And this little boy was also there and he was hanging with us and he was like, break dancing on the ice it was fabulous to watch 😂
Anyways, today was awesome like I said it would be with minimal annoyances from the parents
Sorry for such a long post 😅😅😅
 
Jermaine?



Happy, but also a bit anxious. I'm mostly just anxious about the future and if I'll have enough money to support myself and a family.

Back to school tomorrow, so yeah. Just chilling in my bed, and I'm going to go to sleep earlier tonight
No, his name is Roman, he lives across the street from me actually 😂

Sending love and hugs
You got this stay strong 💪🏽 🩷🩷🩷
 
Yesterday at the gym I did an exercise I haven't done in quite a while. Loaded 40kg less on the bar then I used to and still my legs are fried today. Strength training is a mf...🫠

And today I am helping a friend to renovate an old house and after that I have to entertain my pony. Guess ho will be very tired this evening 💁
 
Calorie deficit starts tomorrow, yay...of course, today the owner of the horse I take care of gave me a package full of chocolate. So, this will be the last treat for the next 6-7 weeks 🫠. Pray for me 😂.
 
Calorie deficit starts tomorrow, yay...of course, today the owner of the horse I take care of gave me a package full of chocolate. So, this will be the last treat for the next 6-7 weeks 🫠. Pray for me 😂.
Enjoy🤗 I’ve had that same feeling some days but still somehow ”last” chistmas candies must be distroyed first😆😂
 
Anyone interested in a "no-sugar-support-group?" lol I want to cut down on my sugar, it is so harddddddd! 😭 😵‍💫
For sure, I basically don't eat any sugar at all... only when it's in chocolate etc. which is also something I normally eat like maybe 2-3 times per month 😅. Let's cry together 🫠
 
Just had to laugh because relatives posted a picture of my great grandmother (she's 99). They bought her some french fries and she looks as happy as someone had given her a gold bar 😂😂.
 
It's one of those days where I hate getting old ... not mentally, but physically... 😖
In many cases (depending on what the issues are) strength training can help a lot. I have seen so many videos of people in their 70s and 80s even, barely able to move and after some months of training they were walking around like they were 30 years younger. We're always told getting older means getting weaker and not being able to move but we can do many things to slow down this process significantly. Hope you feel better soon 🤞

Greetings from the 34 year old, about to go to rehab 😂.
 
In many cases (depending on what the issues are) strength training can help a lot. I have seen so many videos of people in their 70s and 80s even, barely able to move and after some months of training they were walking around like they were 30 years younger. We're always told getting older means getting weaker and not being able to move but we can do many things to slow down this process significantly. Hope you feel better soon 🤞

Greetings from the 34 year old, about to go to rehab 😂.
Thank you @someplace_else . Yes, I am thinking about doing more strength training. It just feels like my body is falling apart, which it basically DOES from a certain age onwards lol 🫠, and I have lots of problems with pain and stiffness.

I am very active in my day to day live (plus I have no car, live on third floor without a lift, etc.), but I guess it would be good to do some serious muscle strength training, too. Yes, dear year2026, you heard that lol
 
Thank you @someplace_else . Yes, I am thinking about doing more strength training. It just feels like my body is falling apart, which it basically DOES from a certain age onwards lol 🫠, and I have lots of problems with pain and stiffness.

I am very active in my day to day live (plus I have no car, live on third floor without a lift, etc.), but I guess it would be good to do some serious muscle strength training, too. Yes, dear year2026, you heard that lol
Don't think about it, do it 😊. Being active is great but nothing compares to strength training. It's important for bones and muscles to train with heavy weights, otherwise the body gets rid of them - and don't be afraid of the weights - women (unfortunately) gain muscle mass very slowly...and eat enough protein, like 1,5g/kg body weight is good.

If you need any tips, don't hesitate to ask. I am doing this for over 10 years now 😅.

Inspration: @trainwithjoan (Instagram)
Helpful website: https://www.uebungen.ws/

Let's go! 😁
 
Don't think about it, do it 😊. Being active is great but nothing compares to strength training. It's important for bones and muscles to train with heavy weights, otherwise the body gets rid of them - and don't be afraid of the weights - women (unfortunately) gain muscle mass very slowly...and eat enough protein, like 1,5g/kg body weight is good.

If you need any tips, don't hesitate to ask. I am doing this for over 10 years now 😅.

Inspration: @trainwithjoan (Instagram)
Helpful website: https://www.uebungen.ws/

Let's go! 😁

Thank you :love:

In my generation there is a prejudice concerning weight training, I think ... and I am a bit hesitant, too (scared I might cause more harm to my back) 😅But I guess te plan is in slowly adapting the weights and not start lifting 50 kg :LOL:

Feeling good rn because I rode my bike quite a bit and did a 5 km walk with a friend in subzero weather 🥶🥵☺️
 
Thank you :love:

In my generation there is a prejudice concerning weight training, I think ... and I am a bit hesitant, too (scared I might cause more harm to my back) 😅But I guess te plan is in slowly adapting the weights and not start lifting 50 kg :LOL:
Yes, just start slowly, learn the movements and then put on dem weightzzz 😂

Feeling good rn because I rode my bike quite a bit and did a 5 km walk with a friend in subzero weather 🥶🥵☺️
I was outside and nearly froze to death because I watched a friend ride a horse, so I didn't move 🥲.

And I am verrrry happy now because this just arrived 🥳

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