How Are You Feeling Today?

Just got a message that I can't work at my 2nd job anymore because they now have someone who works full-time. Hooray to me 🤡. And great that I gifted my boss there self made cookies some days ago. Yup...😂
What a timing 😶🫥 I am sorry ...

Confirms my theory most bosses are assholes (at the worst) or cannot feel empathy / are able to block out empathy on demand.
 
What a timing 😶🫥 I am sorry ...

Confirms my theory most bosses are assholes (at the worst) or cannot feel empathy / are able to block out empathy on demand.
Thank you...well, she said the employee that is working fulltime now was a spontaneous decision, so dunno. Wanted to ask her if I can have the cookies back for a second, though. "Spit them out, you ungrateful...person!" 😂
 
Next weird thing...helped a friend to move into her new apartment some days ago. After that I drove a guy who helped us home (my friend doesn't know him well, he just offered help, so she accepted, because why not 😂). During the drive he asked me if I live alone, which gym I go to, weird conversation imo (didn't answer the gym question). Now he follows me on Insta...why...just whyyyyy oh whyyyyy...leave me alone, stop it! Hope ignoring helps 🤞.
 
Just watched the Charlie Sheen documentary on Netflix, that's some f...ed up stuff... can really recommend it, though. Very well made 👍. Hope he stays sober, don't understand how he survived all he did.
 
I just woke up after a 10 hour sleep, this is something new 😄 feeling rested 🥳
How can one sleep for 10 hours? I am jealous 😅

My wish for the next year - or the future in general is, that all my friends and people I know finally stop having toxic relationships... it's so exhausting to watch from the outside...and I know being in a relationship like this is way worse, but still... ugh. I am basically the main therapist and it's definitely too much workload 🫠
 
Happy New Year!
My dad is kinda upset saying we always being lazy
My mom was freaking out yesterday every time I touched my phone and I got it taken
So the new year is off to a great start 😑
Oh, and today is my dog Barklee’s birthday, he turns 7 today 😆
 
How can one sleep for 10 hours? I am jealous 😅

My wish for the next year - or the future in general is, that all my friends and people I know finally stop having toxic relationships... it's so exhausting to watch from the outside...and I know being in a relationship like this is way worse, but still... ugh. I am basically the main therapist and it's definitely too much workload 🫠
I really wondered that too, maybe it was a gift from the universe 🦄 lol

I hope your wishes come true and they find some solutions for their situations🙏
 
Ehhhh I feel kind of guilty, and like I'm not being productive enough, but overall not too bad.

I just played a game of risk with my family, and I was the first one out 😒 We were playing secret mission version, and my brother tricked everyone into thinking his mission was to destroy me lol

And now I feel extremely conflicted
 
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Annoyed that I’m gone be 20 this year and my mom is taking my phone and setting a time on when I’m allowed to have it like I’m 15 😒
Cleaned up most of our Christmas stuff which was nice
We got out Wii stuff out and I have the highest score on Just Dance 2 I Want You Back so I am so so happy about that. I wouldn’t let my brother stop playing the song till I had the highest score 😆😆😆
Also went to Hobby Lobby and got a bunch of art stuff. Most stuff was 40% off AND I had a $25 gift card so I was able to get pencils and pens and a paint tray and two paint brushes and two sets of pastels. Idk how to use them but I’ll get to learn! I got a set of black and white gradients cuz I love to work in pencil and then a pack of pretty neutrals 🤩 I’m so excited I love arttttt
 
Annoyed that I’m gone be 20 this year and my mom is taking my phone and setting a time on when I’m allowed to have it like I’m 15 😒
Cleaned up most of our Christmas stuff which was nice
We got out Wii stuff out and I have the highest score on Just Dance 2 I Want You Back so I am so so happy about that. I wouldn’t let my brother stop playing the song till I had the highest score 😆😆😆
Also went to Hobby Lobby and got a bunch of art stuff. Most stuff was 40% off AND I had a $25 gift card so I was able to get pencils and pens and a paint tray and two paint brushes and two sets of pastels. Idk how to use them but I’ll get to learn! I got a set of black and white gradients cuz I love to work in pencil and then a pack of pretty neutrals 🤩 I’m so excited I love arttttt
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
 
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
Cuz she don’t like that I’m constantly on in. I’m always here on the community but she thinks I’m just doom scrolling. Well…she wouldn’t be happy knowing I’m constantly on here either. Thinks I’m addicted/obsessed

Good luck on the interview! 😆😆😆
 
Cuz she don’t like that I’m constantly on in. I’m always here on the community but she thinks I’m just doom scrolling. Well…she wouldn’t be happy knowing I’m constantly on here either. Thinks I’m addicted/obsessed
Well, I mean it's a nice community here, so it's understandable. But I can recommend having some off-time, too. I have no internet when I am at the stable and it's really great tbh 😁. But that's something I want to get better at - not looking at my phone so much... it's just annoying because you need it for so many things 🙈 .

Good luck on the interview! 😆😆😆
Thank you 🫶
 
Why are they doing that with your phone? 😮. Wish you a lot of fun with the drawing/painting utensils 🥳

So, I have a job interview next weekend at another stable for a new 2nd job. Because dear 2026 you're not gonna f me like 2025 did. Period. 😂 Well, 2025 wasn't that bad, but still...💪
Keeping my fingers crossed!!!
 
Sad
There was someone I kinda liked, didn’t really know how I felt but since I went to college he doesn’t talk to me and now I believe he is dating someone else. Kinda thought we maybe had something going, kinda hurts tbh. But I’m happy for him
Annoyed that I am not allowed to have my phone on my person for more than two hours. My mother will NOT let me have it. I’m glad I’m going back to college next week cuz my family is getting on my last nerve with a couple other small things that are just building up.
But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it 🩷
 
Sad
There was someone I kinda liked, didn’t really know how I felt but since I went to college he doesn’t talk to me and now I believe he is dating someone else. Kinda thought we maybe had something going, kinda hurts tbh. But I’m happy for him
Annoyed that I am not allowed to have my phone on my person for more than two hours. My mother will NOT let me have it. I’m glad I’m going back to college next week cuz my family is getting on my last nerve with a couple other small things that are just building up.
But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it 🩷
Jermaine?



Happy, but also a bit anxious. I'm mostly just anxious about the future and if I'll have enough money to support myself and a family.

Back to school tomorrow, so yeah. Just chilling in my bed, and I'm going to go to sleep earlier tonight
 
Oh my gosh yall I knew I was missing out but man was I missing out! I went to my art teacher’s church today and he sings in an acapella group and in his church choir. It’s a black church and oh my gosh the music was wonderful I absolutely adored it! They were doing a special thing where they sang for an entire hour. We had to leave and didn’t get to hear the sermon cuz we had a lot to do today but I greatly enjoyed it. Everybody was so kind and introducing themselves and greeting us and just so loving and sweet and hoped we would come again. The church my parents have us going to feels like a concert and I don’t like that personally, I preferred this greatly. Felt more like a home and family and community. It had that soul in it ya know?

So me and my two younger brothers are all biologically related, same mother and father but we is all adopted and we celebrate that every year. This year we went to some sorta outdoor mall thingy and walked around and shopped a little. I got two super simple and cute watches, one is gold rimmed with a white face and Roman numerals with a thin leather strap and the other is a gold heart shape with a gold chain and white face with little mini crystals for the main 4 numbers. Then at Barnes and Nobles I got the Bad CD, Thriller 40 (which I haven’t listened to yet) a collection of stories and poems from Edgar Allan Poe, and The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett. We then went to this fancy fondue place called The Melting Pot with our aunt and cousin. Our server was super nice and everything was delicious 😋 Then we went and ice skated for like, 2 hours and I did a little ice skating back during covid but I had forgotten a good deal and there was this one girl who’s been skating for like, 5 years that was there too and she showed me some stuff and we just had fun. Don’t know her name and never gonna see her again but we had a blast. And this little boy was also there and he was hanging with us and he was like, break dancing on the ice it was fabulous to watch 😂
Anyways, today was awesome like I said it would be with minimal annoyances from the parents
Sorry for such a long post 😅😅😅
 
Jermaine?



Happy, but also a bit anxious. I'm mostly just anxious about the future and if I'll have enough money to support myself and a family.

Back to school tomorrow, so yeah. Just chilling in my bed, and I'm going to go to sleep earlier tonight
No, his name is Roman, he lives across the street from me actually 😂

Sending love and hugs
You got this stay strong 💪🏽 🩷🩷🩷
 
Yesterday at the gym I did an exercise I haven't done in quite a while. Loaded 40kg less on the bar then I used to and still my legs are fried today. Strength training is a mf...🫠

And today I am helping a friend to renovate an old house and after that I have to entertain my pony. Guess ho will be very tired this evening 💁
 
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